The reason why sometimes I dislike crowds or public places is cause often I feel short. The more people i see who are taller than me the more anxious, angry and confused I get. It seems too vary a lot now tall I feel in public on different days. On occasions when I feel a decent height in public I feel relaxed and confident.
In fact my sensory sensitivity seems too be getting more extreme the older I get:( who knows it could be ocd?
PS am 5ft9 by the way