I lost my medication right after picking it up
I am on Seroquel and Clomipramine for OCD, Tourette's, sleep, and depression. I had some left in my dossette when I picked it up so I left the bag in my purse. I went to fill up my dossette and I looked in my purse and the bag was gone. I have no pills. First I thought I took them out to consume when I stayed over with a friend the night after I picked them up and I forgot to put them back but my friend tells me there's nothing at their place. I still have to call my doctor. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight. My OCD symptoms are clearly returning. I don't know whether I'm depressed or not and my Tourette's don't seem too bad yet.
I've stopped taking my pills suddenly because of an obsession a few times before so I know from experience that I don't get too many withdrawal symptoms. There's no vomiting or nausea. I have been very irritable and I told my roommate I hate her because I was embarrassed and extremely self-conscious about accidentally burning myself. I thought she was thinking I was clumsy which could be depression or anxiety (cognitive distortions you know). I feel bad about yelling at her. Other than irritability I'm not experiencing any of the withdrawal symptoms I've read about. On the internet it says that they may or may not happen and for me I guess they don't happen.
I need to talk to my doctor and get a new prescription but I don't know if there'll be red tape. Lost medication is a red flag especially when I've tried to overdose before. How do they know I'm not just pretending to lose it when I still have it so I have two prescriptions and I can overdose again? I hope I don't have any problems getting this corrected.
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