I have a similar problem with reading music. To me it just looks like a bunch of dots and lines that in no way relate to the sounds that music is made of, especially when trying to relate the dots and lines to an actual instrument.
I like music too, and have tried my hand at playing instruments. I can play songs or improvise on bass, guitar, piano, or anything really since I have some sort of aptitude for music. I'm pretty decent at playing them when I just play by ear, but when I try to read music I get confused and frustrated, then give up for a while.