a few poems i wrote

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 I am hated, not liked. I'm passive about it, I do not fight.
I let it happen, I let it go. I'm slowly dying, and this I know.
He went away, why did he go? She hates her world, she just let go.
He wasn't guided, he did not know. He made a mistake, and this he knows.

She is so lost, shes full of hate. She was molested, when I was 8.
That made her 3. A helpless soul, now she will never be whole!

I'm left to burn, they do not care. I want to give up, this isn't fair!
But I hang on, cuz we all know. They would be happy to see me go!
My heart turns to stone, I build a wall. I try and stand, but I always fall!
I race the speed of pain. This endless sorrow. I am so empty, I wish for no tomorrow.
But it comes, and hurt I do! This would be easy if I had you.

Why don't you love me? I am your flesh!
I hate this feeling I have in my chest.
A very deep hatred. A solid lonesome! A violent sadness, a endless yearning!

 The grass is green in spots it is.
With twigs and leaves, the sun stays hid.
 So parts of grass is brightened up and shades of black come crawling up.

It creeps an creeps, the dark engulfs, everything I've come to love!
Beautiful but darks not far, but dark has beauty, look at the stars!

So you can say the the light it creeps, upon the dark and on the leaves.
Just like dark engulfed the light, the light engulfed a beautiful night!

A cycle set of stalk and kill, and in between those those cycles, ...time stands still.
In that time, the grass is green. The stars shine bright. That is what you call meeting the love of your life!

 I feel<pause>....Lost, alone, belittled, not loved.
For I am, I was, I cannot be sewn!
I'm in my head, retreat I do.
I'd have the love if I had you.

Whom you are, I do not know.
To find you, anywhere I'll go!
I've searched, and I searched.
I thought I found, to find myself back on the ground.

With no1 here to help me up.
So I drink and I drink, I might give up!?
I thought I found the one I knew,
I thought I knew but never do.

Your there your here, your fake your real.
I do not know what to do. So let me tell you how I feel;
Lost, alone, belittled, not loved. Let me find you, i need your love!