roadGames wrote:
So I'm sure as you all know, I bit the bullet and approached this girl that fell below my "standards" last spring during my last semester of college. We go on a date, she makes out with me, but then I ask her to go on another date and she's says "I'm not looking for a relationship right now." Surprisingly, I basically feel pretty heart broken after this and spend most of the summer sort of depressed. I guess it's when we can't have someone that we really start to appreciate them. We hang out once more after that and have some good conversations, although there is no flirty vibe in the air.
This brings us to yesterday, where after talking on AIM a bit, we decide to have dinner that evening. One of the first things she does is ask me how much I make at my new job (I refuse to tell her, but it's a lot for a new grad). In addition, the flirty vibe was back in basically full force again and it's like she never rejected me a few months ago. During the dinner she's telling me how I should teach her to grapple (she's into karate) like I said I would (wtf, this is basically full body contact and the positions are very compromising...I don't think I'd be able to do it with a girl I like). This is like literally the ultimate cock tease/lead on move.
During the movie, she's constantly touching me, I put my arm around her shoulder, and I fall asleep on her shoulder and she places her head on mine. I honestly wanted to get more physical with her, but a couple things alarmed me about her during the dinner conversation. Amongst these was that almost all her friends are dudes and she kept harping on about some 29 yr old grad student nerd (sort of like me, lol). She also told me about how affectionate she gets when she's drunk. In addition, she's staying at her rich girlfriend's mansion this weekend with her economics club buddies and amongst these buddies is that grad student. Of course there's going to be a bunch of alcohol at that place, and if you add two and two together, she's going to be f***ing him.
Which I give no sh** about since we're not dating (although yesterday might've been one? I have no idea), but honestly, if she were into me, she wouldn't be telling me this stuff. On top of that, she knows I'm into her as I already asked her out once. I've got a feeling this girl just adores leading people on.
I don't necessarily need this girl in my life anymore, either. I found out that I'm really good at talking to random girls at parties last weekend and hit it off with a bunch of more attractive/intelligent girls in DC (who, of course, live too far away from me). She was just this girl I initially just wanted to use to get rid of my fear of talking to girls and has served that purpose perfectly. Me falling for her was just a side effect of what happens when you hit it off with a girl so well. So, if she doesn't want to reciprocate, then why the heck bother hanging out with her again, even if it is to show her how to grapple. She loves taking guys to the edge of a cliff and then just disappearing/disappointing. Odds are, she'll just leave me hanging with a boner, she'll know it, and I'll probably drive my car home depressed as all hell. Do I really need that? Nope. Honestly, I tried to block this girl out of my life a month or so after she rejected me, but she just kept calling and IMing me.
Yeah, some girls can be too good to be true.
20 Sep 2009, 7:31 pm
