all women I meet seem to be insensitive jerks

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I think ppl on WP can be kinda harsh. maybe its just ironic that Aspies tend to be so direct that it comes off as mean when it's a forum for ppl to come to with problems and to chat.

This may have been part of the problem between me nd the Aspie I fell for last year. He said stuff that was so painful for me to hear while maybe he was just over-sharing TMI in what he thought was a factual way. (come to think of it tho- other times he was a straight up a--hole!!)

Anyway punk guy, I have def been there- compulsively phoning, even semi- stalking ppl I felt rejected by. It's not pretty, I'm not proud of it, I don't do it any more (now I just cyber stalk!! Ha!!) I think those of us who have been addicted to substances have a bit ore of that OCD thing going on. I am def WAY better these days. But while I dont ACT on these impulses, I still have to grapple with the emotions. It is not fun, and many of my friends have backed off bcs they cant handle it when I call them to share...I have a shrink, but I a starting to think that I also need to go back to AA meetings as much as I dont like them out here on the West Coast where I moved to. I think I need the spiritual part where I help someone else and stop thinking quite so much about me, and my problems. I'm not passing judgement on anyone else, I just know that it used to help ME to "get out of myself" as they say....

punkguy, I hope you didn't take my response to geekonychus as an insult, I didn't intend it as one. The only reason I leapt to your defense is because I have had NT friends who were in AA, and I don't like it when someone bashes the program, that's not cool. So, if my response came across as rude or anything, I'm sorry.

I did not mean you sorry. I appreciated your response. I honestly was working AA and not anymore and when you are not working the program all the problems come back. Many do not realize that in order for AA to work you have to pretty much do it for the rest of your life. No graduation from it.

I did not mean for my message to apply to you I meant to send it to the other guy you commented to. Sorry for the confusion.

I really appreciate your comment and it sheds light on what I had a clue was going on. Get a bunch of Aspies and every one seems to be way too direct. And honestly I was doing this as well.

I can be very very harsh and come across extremely mean as well.

I am sorry to anyone I offended I realize my mistake and I feel I owe you this that I was wrong for my behavior. No excuses for it honestly.

I am not sure why all this happened because I read my OP and I am not hearing a lot of things people are saying.

First of all I am not finding women to fix on purpose but I think it may be subconscious and maybe I have codependency issues.

My behavior sometimes is not good and I know I need to work on it. But I am not a "woman hater" or someone who does not care about how I behave.

I honestly was not trying to excuse any of my behavior.

And I did not imply that it is okay to yell at people. It is wrong.

Look, basically have AS and a multitude of other problems I need to work out. And I understand that some "aspies" are extremely direct as I am that way myself. Many of the comments I made were just ruminations and many were not exact facts. I respond in an irrational way at times.

I am not making excuses for my behavior I was just trying to explain why at the time I felt justified even if it was wrong. Maybe I am a monster because of this but at least I am willing to admit my faults and I am starting to work hard at stopping these bad behaviors. I have been this way for most of my life and it seems none of my efforts at therapy have worked and it is my fault because I continually fail to listen. But it is possible I think for me to change and heal from the all the things I have gone through. All the abuse. Unfortunately I have learned to deal with them in a very poor way. Sometimes the abused turn into the abuser it is a fact and recognizing you can learn how to stop this process which it is a process that occurs gradually and it can be very hard to see this.

I know everyone is probably going to jump all over me and say that I am trying to make excuses for my behavior. I am not in any way doing that in this current message. I said some things before that I wish I never said. In fact honestly I wish I never shared about this in the first place. It seems that I just end causing problems which is why I have a tendancy to isolate be by myself because I do not want to hurt anyone anymore.

I agree and it is a lesson I am learning that I need to stop wasting time and find somebody else and I have moved on to some other people but honestly I think I need to back off the online dating for right now and get perspective. Also focus on my career which has gone nowhere since I graduated in January. It is my own fault as far as that goes.

I honestly did very well to conceal my emotions with this person for the two weeks we talked before meeting in person. At the end after meeting in person it just escalated very quickly faster than I knew how to deal with it. It was a really really bad afternoon and night and the most frustration as I have had in a while. I mean I was a little upset and said some really horrible things but I never onced threatened this woman in any way. And the messages stopped before it could go any further when I realized I needed to back off. I was wrong and I just do not want people to think that I think it is okay to get over the top like I did.

I am a very sensitive guy and I am sure many people would find me unattractive. Who cares. Not every one has to like me or even want to be around me. There is always someone out there who does and knowing every one else goes through this as well makes me fell better and not alone.

Woman do not want a nice guy. This along with your low confidence is the reason you are being rejected. Stop being a nice to supplicate for your lack of value.
http://www.fastseduction.com/youarenew/

BS. I don't believe that, not for one minute.

Actually, the guy I'm into is a very lovely bloke. He's aways very polite and courteous to me, he remembers his promises to me, accepts constructive criticism, he values me and he treats everyone with respect and honesty.

A very nice man if I ever saw one. So women do go for the nice blokes.

Then please tell me how much sex you are having?

Yes it is possibly to get lucky. But chances are the guy you are talking about doesn't get with many woman at all.

Woman actually do go for nice guys; but only once they are older, uglier, and all used up, then they try to find a nice guy who can't get laid to dump all their emotional baggage on after having had lots of sex with bad boys and players.

Well, whatever. Let's just agree to disagree and leave it at that.

Actually it depends who the "nice guy" is being nice to. Most NT women want a guy that's nice to them, but then is often rude/mean to other people(especially other guys).

No.
Instead I would rather help you understand.
By not being "nice" I am not saying to be a jerk (although jerks do get laid), what I am saying is not to SUPPLICATE. Often what nice guys do is buy girls dinners, buy her a drink at the club, or buy her flowers since they have nothing else to offer a girl. This is low status behaviour and will not get you laid. She is not actually attracted to you as a person.
The biggest problem with being a nice guy is that they hide their sexuality as a part of their plan of being friendly, polite, and courteous towards women. You don't want woman thinking of you as an asexual betamale.

Did you just call Kezzstar older, uglier and all used up?

No she's only 24 lol. Late twenties to thirties are when woman get serious, stop hooking up with randoms every weekend, and go for the nice guys who can't get laid yet have lots of resources (money) and desperate for sex.