Can I have some advice on what to do???????

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I was only in 1st grade when I had my first gf. None of the girls I've talked to over the phone were actually would you say, a gf, per se. I just gave girls my number so I could actually get to know them better, possibly to turn my reactions into a bf/gf relationship. But when I try to ask the girl out, either I am sucked into having phone sex with the girl, or she uses my phone number for illegal purposes. Plus also I'm either told she's already in a relationship - either she's straight or she's lesbian - as I've seen on 2 occasions - or she rejects me because of my autisticness. Multiple times, on christiandatingforfree.com, I've been rejected because I have autism.
My autisticness and ADHD causes me not to drive, and girls want a man who drives. Plus I've been told on numerous occasions that a girl wants a man who will please her when she wants it. She wants her sexual desires met, and that's where it turns me off.
I have known kids in school - and seen them - kissing all over each other, and it made me jealous that I'm not in a relationship. Plus when I see love scenes in movies, it excites me, but I have not the strength to watch them enough to make me jealous that I'm not either in a relationship, or married and have a family.
If I could get some advice, I'd be more than happy to hear what one thinks I should do.

I'm not much help, but one thing I'd say don't advertise your autism quite so openly. It would be great if everyone were accepting enough to not react badly, but unfortunately that's not the case. Limit it to as-needed information at first, for example, if they ask you to pick them up, just say, "I don't drive," and suggest an alternative method of getting together. If you have public transit or can meet somewhere within walking distance, maybe that would make both of you more comfortable than asking her to drive right away. You don't have to hide the fact that you're autistic and have ADHD, but you can talk about it later once you've met someone you get on with, when they know you a bit and are less likely to be scared off by a simple label.

Same with the idea of pleasing someone sexually. Try not to worry about that at the outset; you need to actually meet someone and get to know them before that's even an issue-- unless you're hooking up with the type of girls who are talking you into phone sex, which doesn't sound like what you want. I can completely relate because I struggle with physical intimacy; but by worrying about it at this stage, you're stressing yourself out unnecessarily and making the process of meeting someone a lot more difficult. You might find someone who's more compatible with your expectations than you anticipate, so just keep an open mind. Take the whole thing one step at a time.