Somebody I was writing to who is in prison, asked me why I'm married to a 6ft 10, 340lb woman who is curvy, and as physically strong as she is and more than likely dominates....
I said to him...
Because I'm not an abuser of women, and I'm not looking for somebody I can just mow over and oppress.
I'm not looking for somebody that I can rob of a womanhood with my manhood.
She's an American citizen, and can think for herself, and be a woman, and she has the right to that, without me coming along and bullying her, and she doesn't deserve less love because of it.
I have Aspergers, and I need guidance and a mentor, and a margin for error... as much as I need love.. and I don't trust myself with a smaller, weaker woman.
I need somebody who loves me and cares, to Answer to.
Being in a relationship with a woman who is smaller and weaker than me gives me a sense of being alone, and I'm afraid of being alone, you know... I have independence that I worked hard for and I'm a very successful person, but being the Alpha, and being independent are two entirely different Animals.
And I don't need another Aspie, I'm already that myself lmao
I need a woman who dominates and keeps order, and I have that.
