RedMage wrote:
I was getting angry last night, so I deleted all my posts in this topic.

I don't know 100% what all was said in this thread (since the posts are gone

), but at least I can tell you that as you get into your 20's you will start feeling better, more in control and stable/okay so to speak.
Being a teenager sucks for a lot of reasons, but it's made worse by also having to deal with totally out of control hormones, etc. I'm twice your age now, and still don't know what the heck I'm doing when it comes to trying to make friends, but I honestly did start feeling better after I hit my 20's, and from everything I've ever heard, that happens for everyone.
My heart really goes out to you, and I wish you the best!
If nothing else, being a gamer means there's lot of people to talk to online about game related stuff, and probably in real life too (I haven't quite figured out where yet, but they've got to be out there...)
Of course I sometimes get in trouble for being too argumentative on game related sites, since I have to prove my point, and explain why whoever's arguing against me is wrong...when I should just shut up and drop it. But at least it's just online where it doesn't really matter too much if we make mistakes!