mental break down

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i sent this as a txt msg to a friend the other day "i don't know but suicide sounds so nice sometimes... alcohol or car in garage. but then i'm on a break down and my cat does not know what is going on." as it turns out, she didn't see the msg until the next day. when i sent a msg saying "i'm still here.... just really tired. i didn't sleep very well last night."

lonelyness so sucks... i so wish i had more friends in my local area and not hundreds or thousands of miles away.

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Well you're not the only one with possible thoughts of suicide. That's really good that you text to tell that you're still here. I've thought of killing my self many times I just hadn't told anyone about them. Friends are hard to come by these days where you are. I know how lonelyness can be I've been down that road many times. I hate being alone. I have my fiance' but she's not in a place where I can go to visit her. I very much miss her but I can't do anything about it. I'm just 19 and it's really hard to be alone. You could be my friend have you like but you don't have to be if you don't want to. Don't give up hope in living that's what I've been telling my self. Email me if you want to.

I'm sorry that you feel like this, loneliness is a terrible thing in large doses I know, hopefully through WP you will be able to find friends that are closer to you (I hope you are successful in this) and in the mean time, try to maintain contact with your friends that are hundreds/thousands miles away as they obviously care for you to want to be your friends from that distance, think about it that way. And its good that you texted your friend to tell them you were still about as they must have been worried. I genuinely hope things get better for you.

That's not nice. If I were you, I would think positively.