I have 1 true friend, but he lives along way away. We keep in touch, and I think he's got a life and friends of his own.
If you exclude this fact, I have got no true friends.
I've tried and tried to make true friends which are by my side as true companions, but, they don't like me + how I behave. So I am rejected or bullied. Or, I feel out of place seeing how I say nothing to the people in the group through past experience of being ignored or told to shut up.
Sure, I have aqquaintaces, people I say "Hi" to and talk to, but they are the kind of not true friends you socialise with outside school.
I don't mind being friendless though, but have tried alternative ways round things. An Aspie friend is 1 thought, but is outweighed by the thought below.
Thoughts of an imaginary friend.
These thoughts (mostly that I dream of) are of a friend everyone can see and he is real, but is my best friend. He has everything in common with me, and shares all interests that I have.
But couldn't I bring this friend to life? Have an imaginary friend at school? Or do you reckon I'll be degraded even more and ripped the s**t out of? Also, do you have an imaginary friend yourself?
Would like your feedback.
Thanks.