After the diagnosis

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Well my second thread tonight, I've got a lot on my mind as you can guess. I got diagnosed about 2 weeks ago and its was such a relief that eventually my thoughts about my condition were seen, assessed etc. I felt wow at the time this gives me so much to go with. Now I am questioning it and everything I do, Now I really am an alien and I feel it. I have told my family, neighbours and all sorts the big thing was I don't think I had really told myself and its really scary.

I am wondering what it must be like to be an NT and that I feel estranged even from my own family. I am also wondering what the future holds for me now, I hope theirs light. At least theirs one thing positive I can finally feel ok to be me. I can stand starring at water falls while others read the paper, I can absorb from enjoying watching life how I want to without feeling insane.

Definitely feel good about yourself, you've got strengths and talents and shouldn't let a label drag you down. To me, the label just represents a description of some type of behavior, not a definition of the person.

Yeah I guess I'm having a thinking day today, thanx its been a hard day for me. Good days to follow hopefully, best to be positive.