I cant get rid of this depression...

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okay heres what happened

Last friday I made a video that took me 10 days to make and A LOT of effort. and last friday I went to present it at my anime/manga club, and one guy that was not a part of it yelled 'this video sucks' and I regret not beating him up, since then I've been in a spiraling depression because he mocked my artistic skill. So I decided to go onto a site called joyofsatan and find a way to kill him using black magick, there is a chance magick might not exist but at least it whold put my mind at rest. So I found a death spell and it said I need to go to a graveyard to preform it. But my parents knew what I was up to and they whouldnt let me go. So here I am on day 4 of my depression cycle. excuse my bad spelling I'm having a bad day... again.

It might prove more useful for you to just grasp the NT principle that people compliment or put down something you've done depending on whether they see you as someone of their clan or not.

Hey, welcome to WP btw (if your not a troll atleast.) But i would
suggest sport, ALOT of sport (or take anti-depresia) your choice.
Also, i can understand that your not completely normal but still
try to stay in reality so now and then, you can't slip away from it.
I would also suggest trying to stay possitive, i have to let lots of
things go to, wich i rather don't but eventually it will end up that way.

my mom told me the same thing, I wish I could 'burn' it in my head permanently so my depression could end once and for all.

Edit: I just read undercover's post, thanks for the welcome I'll try to take up sports to see if it helps with ym depression, thanks.

How did your parents find out what you were up to? That sucks. Joe, you can PM me if you want to talk about anything. Also, maybe the person didn't really believe your video sucked. Still, that's embarrassing. Did the other people seem to like your video? Or did you not notice?