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Ya, when I get a little Disturbed I come Down with the Sickness,
many times I awaken feeling a bit forsaken.

sometimes I wake up in the mornings with Beatles crawling all over seemingly whispering too me You've Got To Hide Your Love Away, sometimes this ticks me off and I go out and make an Acid Bath and then catch me a butterfly and drop it in it and then listen to the Scream of the butterfly.

sometimes when I am feeling really down I go by the graveyards, sometimes especially late at nights I can see the Dead Can Dance as they dance their Summoning of the Muse.

or when I am just feeling a little Deep Blue Something I go out and have Breakfast At Tiffany's.

many times when I am feeling really lonely I grab my Finger Eleven and think of just One Thing
and Godsmack it thinking of how much I hate my Faceless Ex and how much I want to tell her how much I f*****g Hate You, but when I do my Finger Eleven becomes a Limp Bizkit and so I find I just can not have it My Way, sometimes I try to call and tell her, but then I just find I want my Nickelback when I remember how much she was Yanking Out My Heart. turning my heart into a real Puddle Of Mudd, god She f*****g Hates Me.

many times I want to Rob a Zombie of its dried up dead heart just to Feel so Numb about her and just say Hell Yeah that b***h is no more then a Living Dead Girl, as bad as she can be just knowing she will burn in hell I end up feeling Sympathy for the devil especially when I go play with Rolling Stones and reflect on things and the crap the devil already has to put up with. Ya know I would do anything for love but I wont do that, not to mention her meatloaf really sucked, poor devil.

OK, now to change the subject to a lighter note, now and then my son likes to Kid Rock playing Cowboy.
this is enjoyable to watch.

Sometimes I build up such a Rage because of my "World of Pain" that makes me feel "Alive but Dead." When I'm angry "Insanity" takes over and it's as if "Sent By the Devil" "Straight From Hell" to "Set This World on Fire". Afterwards I feel so "Down" and "Black in Mind" that "All I Want" is to "Open My Grave" that's "Deep in the Blackest Hole" and "Drop Dead" into it.

semi-related, I hear background music anywhere it's played; and I've heard some awful muzak versions of songs I used to like...

Incidently, the concept of a butterfly screaming quite interests me. Butterflies are deaf.