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SoulcakeDuck
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then become one yourself, don't be a tail.
I don't know the first thing about being a bad influence. Besides, my personality type was meant for me to be a tail.
just think of very very bad things and execute. Your personality is meant to be independent and if it isn't now it will be.
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Try something a little different: Tell the truth. Nothing pisses people off more. You will be a threat to the very fabric of society.
SoulcakeDuck
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Try something a little different: Tell the truth. Nothing pisses people off more. You will be a threat to the very fabric of society.
Don't look at me, I just gave him some advice. I'm as good as they come and always no matter who I talk to, honest and straight. I'm a 1,93 m aspie tower, I eat bullies and get pissed off if even a little spider gets stomped. s**t man I'm the definition of good (but I do have a really foul mouth
Wall Street can suck my ass! (and then some...)
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Fickle_Pickle
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Try something a little different: Tell the truth. Nothing pisses people off more. You will be a threat to the very fabric of society.
Actually, people would praise me for telling the truth. I can't be honest, I do not value honesty. I've been a people-pleaser for 5 years now and I think the truth sucks, actually. My personality type is not the independent type, I was meant to be somebody's slave. I had my chance years ago and I blew it.
SoulcakeDuck
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Try something a little different: Tell the truth. Nothing pisses people off more. You will be a threat to the very fabric of society.
Actually, people would praise me for telling the truth. I can't be honest, I do not value honesty. I've been a people-pleaser for 5 years now and I think the truth sucks, actually. My personality type is not the independent type, I was meant to be somebody's slave. I had my chance years ago and I blew it.
It's not about chances it's about choices.
You can become independent in your own way, even if you live at home. I did, I spoke to my mother twice a week, I held to my room and I cooked my own food for the money I was given and saved up.
My mother would see the change and start sucking up to me telling me "ohh you're doing soo good on your own",... that's kinda the point, as I would ignore her she would try to squeeze back in my life but I left good taking care of myself. After I moved abroad and started studying she would slowly start calling me and asking if she could come visit, I let her and she was very gathered and calm (from what she used to be, total change in our relationship). I used to please people and when they walked over me and showed no gratitude I decided to stop this nonsense and just do my own thing, and you know what... best thing I ever did and grew as a individual tremendously.
My best friend who I used to tail and hang around now became my tail and would come and ask me questions, his attitude totally changed (like he had found some kind of new found respect for me).
Talk about turning the tables, I was chocked myself by the transformation.
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Fickle_Pickle
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I'm super jealous.
I don't have the courage to do "whatever I damn well please". Like I said, I live to please others and the only way to take down those pillars is to get high on illegal drugs.
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i moved in w a friend of mine. when i moved in, the livingroom table was full of books and stuff, university books, for his studying.
by the time i moved out, he had flunked, playing games all day and smoking weed, with me :] :]
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I'm super jealous.
I don't have the courage to do "whatever I damn well please". Like I said, I live to please others and the only way to take down those pillars is to get high on illegal drugs.
Pickle I hope you take this seriously when I say that if you use drugs and other person altering substances to become more open then you will sooner or later crash and burn cuz it will become your only lifeline. You need to toughen up and do things your way, SOBER (in "normal" mode) if you don't build yourself and reinforce your mind by yourself then things will look very dark in the future and you'll have 0 trust in yourself and people will push you around till you have no energy left to move. You need to stop thinking in your destructive path and just trust yourself more. We are to nice as people, I used to get pushed around and used till I said no more and my life changed for the better, if you can tolerate their s**t they can tolerate yours.
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I'm super jealous.
I don't have the courage to do "whatever I damn well please". Like I said, I live to please others and the only way to take down those pillars is to get high on illegal drugs.
Pickle I hope you take this seriously when I say that if you use drugs and other person altering substances to become more open then you will sooner or later crash and burn cuz it will become your only lifeline. You need to toughen up and do things your way, SOBER (in "normal" mode) if you don't build yourself and reinforce your mind by yourself then things will look very dark in the future and you'll have 0 trust in yourself and people will push you around till you have no energy left to move. You need to stop thinking in your destructive path and just trust yourself more. We are to nice as people, I used to get pushed around and used till I said no more and my life changed for the better, if you can tolerate their sh** they can tolerate yours.
qft, since i mentioned the weed, let me add that i had gone through a lot of self-discovery long before, and i had taken a LOT of risks and chances behaviour wise, totally sober. i went "all out" and back again, by myself.
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SoulcakeDuck
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I'm super jealous.
I don't have the courage to do "whatever I damn well please". Like I said, I live to please others and the only way to take down those pillars is to get high on illegal drugs.
Pickle I hope you take this seriously when I say that if you use drugs and other person altering substances to become more open then you will sooner or later crash and burn cuz it will become your only lifeline. You need to toughen up and do things your way, SOBER (in "normal" mode) if you don't build yourself and reinforce your mind by yourself then things will look very dark in the future and you'll have 0 trust in yourself and people will push you around till you have no energy left to move. You need to stop thinking in your destructive path and just trust yourself more. We are to nice as people, I used to get pushed around and used till I said no more and my life changed for the better, if you can tolerate their sh** they can tolerate yours.
qft, since i mentioned the weed, let me add that i had gone through a lot of self-discovery long before, and i had taken a LOT of risks and chances behaviour wise, totally sober. i went "all out" and back again, by myself.
Jupp, experimental behavior, sometimes I would act all NT and be rude to people (I'm a really nice guy, I know this) and I would ignore questions that I heard, and you know what people won't get mad, or attack you they will just like you more cuz you dare to do those things, after my ass hole period I went back to being nice again but I still knew from my experiance that I could allow myself to ignore certain things and not let it bother me. I love that I did those things cuz as ZEGH8578 said, self-discovery, it's risky but totally worth it and will benefit you and strengthen your character. Just remember to do good and not become a ass hole NT who walks over evryone else just cuz people used to walk all over you, that's what strength is, to overcome and improve.
I can not help anymore, this is my truth to you.
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