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22 May 2009, 10:51 am

This is a poem I wrote about a guy that used to bully me in school. Don't know why I still even dwell on it but I had to get it off my chest. Here it is


My Worst Enemy


He's bigger taller better looking and much stronger

But Senior year, he took my love from me, that hurt longer

in 6th grade, he shoved me

I flew 10 feet

couldve broken a bone

hurt my feet

ladies seem to love him

don't know any better

i'd love to just shrug it off

say whatever

he's like a perfect villian in a movie

constantly called me names, mocked me

I hope he fails at life

but succeed he very well might

he's a bully

an emotional brute

his horn he loves to toot

great football player to boot

he rides a white chevy pick up truck

he laughed at me cause i had no car

told me smugly that with girls, I was s**t out of luck

made fun of my favorite basketball team everyday

They lost the 2005 NBA Finals so I still owe him 20 bucks

Pay him? He can dream anyway

took advantage of a friend of mine

personality of a real swine

but i can't defame

say his real name

we are in the information age

he could sue me in a rage

claims to be a good religious person

Mormon in fact

But he hasn't fooled me one bit with the act

If he wants to apologize

then for now he knows where to find me

thankfully these days,

he just goes his way and lets me be



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22 May 2009, 10:54 am

sorry if it sounded quite bitter.



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22 May 2009, 11:42 am

aspieguy101 wrote:
sorry if it sounded quite bitter.


no problem. The mere fact that a former foe has given up the harassment can lead to forgiveness of an idiot. The forgiveness doesn't do a $%!@# thing for the former foe, but it certainly makes your life a lot easier.


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22 May 2009, 11:48 am

If you run into him sometime he will probably act nice and pretend like he always did since it doesn't matter anymore. Isn't that kind of a cheap trick?



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22 May 2009, 12:08 pm

sinsboldly wrote:
aspieguy101 wrote:
sorry if it sounded quite bitter.


no problem. The mere fact that a former foe has given up the harassment can lead to forgiveness of an idiot. The forgiveness doesn't do a $%!@# thing for the former foe, but it certainly makes your life a lot easier.


what did you mean by forgiveness of an idiot? Are you calling me an idiot? Him? Sorry, I just don't get that.



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22 May 2009, 1:40 pm

aspieguy101 wrote:
sinsboldly wrote:
aspieguy101 wrote:
sorry if it sounded quite bitter.


no problem. The mere fact that a former foe has given up the harassment can lead to forgiveness of an idiot. The forgiveness doesn't do a $%!@# thing for the former foe, but it certainly makes your life a lot easier.


what did you mean by forgiveness of an idiot? Are you calling me an idiot? Him? Sorry, I just don't get that.


your forgiveness of THAT idiot is what I was referring to. I was caring about how you feel and the only way you can change how you feel, is all.


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22 May 2009, 2:59 pm

If your paths never cross then I would try to forget about him if I was you.

Merle is right, your quaility of life will improve if you do not waste time thinking about this person. I know that revenge and payback might sound great and something which will make you feel good, but I suspect that it is a very bad way to waste a lot of time.


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22 May 2009, 6:04 pm

Woodpecker wrote:
If your paths never cross then I would try to forget about him if I was you.

Merle is right, your quaility of life will improve if you do not waste time thinking about this person. I know that revenge and payback might sound great and something which will make you feel good, but I suspect that it is a very bad way to waste a lot of time.


I actually would have to agree with you here. I'll move on best I can. May be hard at first but I'll get it. I really hold grudges for awhile but I'm sure you all noticed that.