03 Sep 2007, 3:02 pm
03 Sep 2007, 8:07 pm
Situation/Feelings have improved significantly... Believe a major component of my stressors (cause of depression) was/is situational... i.e. living at my mom's house. Have been feeling much better since I'm staying at my Friends'.
Have been spending time (here and there) cleaning/fixing my mom's camper trailer so I can have my own space... Thinking that will help alleviate much of my stress.
Trying to get enough money to open a PO Box since I'm not planning on stayin at my mom's permanently. Would like to move out in 6-12 months into a more permanent living situation.
Plan to make an appointment with a councellor soon after I establish residency (at new PO Box)... Believe that good councelling is more effective for me than medications. [may be true or not... will have to see 
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Also have been feeling better (I think) because am actually making progress on the trailer I'm moving into. Planning on talking to mum tomorrow about some issues. {trailer too close to dumpster, trailer too close to other "curious smell" source, trailer not level} Don't think these will be too stressful to talk about.
Also... am meeting with wife on Wednesday to fill out some "seperation" papers. So I need to get the information I need to take with me... Hopefully the prep-work wont be too bad
Thanks again for all the wonderful support... Haven't been online much since it's hard for me to handle slow-speed internet and in this small town any public access BroadBand closes at 3:00pm on Sunday... What a load of crap eh
Peace,
Bruce
