Ace of Spades - My Reversed Black Heart ♤

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I tried so, so hard
To please you
To earn your love
To be there for you
But your constant rejection
Towards me
Has painted my heart black
And the love I once felt for you
That spun the cupid's arrowhead
Inside my heart's compass
Toward's the path of joy
Has now flipped in reverse
Causing me pain
So much pain...
Until nothing remains.....

♤ ♤ ♤ ♤

As we continue to play
These little mind games
But my reversed black heart
Can hold nothing else
Within this deep dark void
Like the withering leaves
On the vines of bitter memories
They corrode these crumbling walls
Around our hidden sad history
But not a soul cares
What will become of either of us
When the other is no longer there
And the Goddess of the New World
of Broken Dreams, on this Ace of Spades
Brings the message of death and grief
And as the angels of red and blue
Compete in the bicycle's race
The end of life's game
The wheel of fate
Spins and spins
What lies beyond the deep, dark void?
Within my reveresed, blackened heart?

I can find existential resonance in the above poem.