Is very hard to do!! !
Especially since we were only 3 months away from tying the knot!
Because of this I have been depressed and it has caused me to be more mindful of my own health
What happened to David was scary and I think if he didn't get murdered then the sudden stopping of his heart was in reality triggered by being imprisoned at the rehab facility! !! !! !
Now if I still want to reach the marriage goal I will have to completely start over with dating and hope nothing tragic happens to me or my next partner to thwart the attempt!
But it's too much of a risk and a waste of resources to pour so much into one man just to try to reach the goal of getting married
Fortunately, I did consult my therapist about this and we are working on a plan to move me forward...
21 Feb 2026, 1:30 pm
