I feel like I'm constantly feeling like I'm missing out on everything even on a nice, sunny day like this. I've been at home all day and yesterday until I go back to work tomorrow. I keep being nagged by my brain to go out anyway even though it's now coming up to 5pm.
I've heard someone once saying to someone in their late 20s/early 30s who like me who did like going out anymore that you should force yourself to go out when you feel like this because you don't want to lose your social circle at this stage of life. That reinforces the notion that's it's too late for me now because I wasn't forcing myself to do things I didn't like anyway like clubbing.
It makes me feel like not bothering because I feel like I forced myself to go out in the past even though a part of me didn't want to go out to the same shops and places.
Today, 10:52 am
