Jakki wrote:
Regarding Ednas Last post ...

... yeah... think may occur in older Aspie brains possible , even younger brain possibly? .Maybe off base here .
And this only one opinion.: Like to think , that younger part of the side of the brain. Is what keeps us going .
Think it , just as it is for me, has my younger selfs anxiety . And just maybe that younger side could be sort of a preservative for the alert ND person / Aspie. Not sure that side ages well. A side that hopes alot , but at the sametime has awareness of possible pitfalls of being yourself ,?( unmasking) relaxing into just being you , and at the sametime after all the years of issues doing that, might be slightly bend towards having anxieties. if that side of yourself may have faced conditional acceptance or even no acceptance . Maybe only at alone times ? to get to be you .( only meant as a thought bubble)
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Other side aspect of the younger brain with hope can come the moments of creativity, when not always contrained by anxieties ?
Sure...
And I intend to make it more than just an aspect that experiences anxiety.
Already lived and survived relatively a lifetime without an unnecessary loud danger alarm, proved the whole bit that all of this is an illusion...
I just had to convince itself to be a little more self-assured of itself.
It'll be a bit easier since I have the evidence that those worries are unwarranted.
My most recent realization can very much helped, too -- with the way it process things 'beyond logic' and what kind of language it actually 'speaks'.
Also, I already have this weird split since childhood.
I just manage to froze said half for a decade longer.
Now that my rather dominant egocentric and aggressive half had matured enough, it glees with the idea of self control by having the power of making more room of that jittery half.