bee33 wrote:
I have been in the greatest despair of my life for nearly two years, but it's because of circumstance, and I don't think it's depression, though it has my psychiatrist and therapist very confused, because I appear to be dealing with a very severe depression. But if my circumstances were to change (though I don't think they can) I would be fine. Some would say that counts as depression, and that antidepressant medication would help. But I have never been helped by antidepressants so it's hard to tell. All I know is I can't stand to struggle through day after day.
Your type of depression would be termed 'situational depression' by medical professionals, i.e, that which can be changed by your situation/environment.
If you are unable to change your circumstances though, it is not surprising you have been offered medication.
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