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Since I startled home Depot October 2020, the only places I have gone to besides work:

Grocery shopping, CVS, Walgreens, things like that
Bank, post office
Doctors appointment
A lot of home Depots
Sisters house

Half marathon
Library
Job interviews


Internet so addicting

two days ago, tattletale tom asked Cashier ZRT what she was doing for thanksgiving.

two years ago, lazy boy steve had the nerve to ask ASM DSmith the same question.

i don't understand the question. why does anyone or everyone have to "do" something for thanksgiving?

thanksgiving is just one day. there's only so much you can do in a day.

besides, thanksgiving is on thursday and i get thursdays off anyways.

anyways, to answer the question: no $$, no car, zero "friends" or family. exhausted all the time. have to be close to a litterbox @ all times. nothing to do better than play on the computer in my pigpen.

on the other hand, (almost) everything is closed on thanksgiving and christmas.

so, it might be necessary or justified, for some precious lil "people", such as tattletale tom and lazy boy steve, to "do" something for thanksgiving.

besides, tattletale tom works on thursday, he has a car and plenty of cronies. (different situation).

while i am exhausted all the time, no car, zero "friends". (limiting reagent).

one time, someone asked me, @ 9pm, what i was doing that night. "sleeping".

my former wrestling coach went out to dinner after wrestling practice, with some wrestlers, @ 9pm and he said he had to wake up 5am for work.

i need way too much sleep, and even if/when i get enough sleep, i'm exhausted all the time.

it's like a battery that never fully recharges.

past three days, no work

did nothing except laundry, dishes, garbage

went for walk

library

could've scrubbed Pigpen, but maybe not, b/c if i did, then it would already be dirty again before my sister has the nerve to tell me to scrub it again.

maybe i should've applied for jobs, but i was applying for jobs for a long time, and zero offers, and only a couple job interviews. besides, even if i got a job, i wouldn't know what the bad things about the job are, until after starting.

went black friday shopping @ old navy, Columbia and nike.

the latter two were further away from my Pigpen, then my dumpster fire "job".

wish i had "real" friends and fambly to hang out with. accept me. talk to me. not demand and expect me to be "perfect" to their standards. and be reasonable. and make it so that *I* am just as comfortable telling them what they did that i did not like or understand, as vice versa.

but whatever. "life" goes on and on and on and on and on.....

too tired, lazy, bored, apathetic, and pathetic to do anything.

nothing seems worth the effort.

lately, spare time: internet.

cold temperature makes even the slightest movement take too much energy.

besides, i applied to a wide variety of companies and zero offers.

could be cleaning pigpen. but if clean it now, it will get dirty again befoer sister comes over.

nothing to do

my sister had the nerve to tell me to scrub my pigpen and she's coming monday.

i really don't want to but whatever.

(rolls eyes) (puke)

Today:

Slept
Breakfast
Litterbox
Nap
Litterbox
Scrubbed the bathtub. Dishes, laundry, garbage
Walked
Bus
Safeway, bread
Cvs, batteries
Computer and library
Sister came


That's nothing accomplished but there is something wrong with everything

last week, five consecutive days no work.

went for long walks
went to safeway 2x
went to the home depot second closest to pigpen and asked about jobs
burlington coat factory, 4 jackets
ross, towels, sweatshirts, 2 jackets



sister came over

been wasting a lot of time on the internet doing nothing productive or particular

but exhausted all the time and have to be close to litterbox @ all times. no $$, "friends".

so whatever.

I think it's inevitable that, sooner or later, home Depot will have the nerve to make me redundant. Their unreasonable demands have been skyrocketing and my abilities have not. Besides I am 42 and rapidly getting much weaker and slower and more clumsy than I was when I was younger and I was never that great to begin with

When I get made redundant, I won't know what to do all day long because I have to be close to the Litterbox and the bed at all times. Living alone

thank buddha computer still working

great diversion

pretty soon computer won't work

i will be homeless when the stupid lil head cashiers juan and angela d have the nerve to micromanage me out the building

exhausted all the time

weak and fatigue

Today and yesterday no work

Only walked around the block and applied for jobs

Nothing accomplished

Did not even take the bus

Lazy bored weak tired exhausted apathetic pathetic

Grocery shopping but only at the ghetto lil grocery store two blocks from my Pigpen. I am ashamed to earn so little $$$ I can't even afford to shop at food Maxx. But two years ago I applied for a job at food Maxx and just a rejection email. Meanwhile some of their staffers, rude, incompetent or whatever

Bus takes time, $$, energy

I went to the library on Monday this week

I don't "have" to go to the library but I love the building and I love the library and nothing better to do so whatever