MaxE wrote:
Disclaimer: I am not a Christian, however not knowing what your thing is with alcohol, I would suggest maybe pray to God to let you quit drinking. Could lead to an epiphany. Then your path forward might become clear. You can’t let something like alcohol rule your life.
I have no desire to ever quit drinking. I never get drunk...I always drink in moderation and do most of my drinking at home. Jesus turned water into alcohol so i think I should be allowed by the church to drink in moderation because then even Jesus would be sinning by their standard. Alcohol does not rule my life.