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accounting and finance jobs tend to be on the other side of the bay

been looking for any old retail and restaurant jobs close to my Pigpen

totally embarrassed to be shopping @ food maxx

applied for a job @ food maxx and other ghetto lil stores. not even a job interview

i am just a loser. i've been wounded. did great k-12. undergrad no good, but plenty of reptiles like kayla, rolando, and et cetera have masters degrees but they have zero critical thinking skills. so whatever.

desparate

humiliated

horrified of getting made redundant from home depot

applied for jobs @ home depot and some random jobs close to my pigpen

almost all jobs:
i am not qualified
car/insurance required
heavy lifting
too many hours, inconvenient hours to public transportation
too far away
won't hire me
too much experience or education required

nobody is hiring me

but plenty of cockroaches have felony convictions, and not authorized to work in the country. but they earn enough for a family. how do they do it?

applied for jobs @ Food Maxx and Sprouts

i am such a loser

totally ashamed

no eye contact

on the other hand, plenty of losers are totally full of themselves and overconfident. such as amy LS and angela d and angela w. so whatever.

not that many jobs on Indeed

accounting
finance
warehouse
hiring event
admin ass

retail and restaurant jobs
jobs five miles from my pigpen

and of the jobs there are, plenty of them, too many hours, inconvenient hours, job skills i don't have

dog friendly jobs

make me wanna puke

plenty of precious lil "people" have felony convictions and psych diagnoses and not eligible to work in the country but they still earn enough for a family. how do they do it?

many home depot customers speak english barely and they can barely string together a complete sentence. some of them speak other languages. some of them only speak english. some of those idiots, such as ASM DSmith and ASM Aaron, i do NOT understand how they could function in a job altogether. they are just so stupid.

there's no way i could handle a part time job.

and certainly nothing on the other side of the bay

no driving
zero job skills
long gaps in work history

so horrified terriffied scared frightened of getting made redundant

zero occupational prospects

Even though I have a "job" I suspect that I am still unemployable

Today applied for a job at food co

Ashamed to shop there

Ashamed to work there

Embarrassed

I did well in high school and got a bachelor's degree

Useless degree

I am a failure

Afraid former classmates will see me there

But whatever. I'm 42 so k to 12 was a long time ago