I'm giving up on life.

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Played or not, these are the rules of the Haven:


So this forum is a place where people can speak up about what's really going on in their lives without fear of being attacked.

I like to think that-death is a cold and hungry place in addition to being just like here.

At least here it is warm and bright and the tv remote works when you push it.

What hope?!?!?!?!?!

I ALSO PRAY THAT JACKASS ATOMIKA DOESN'T SPAM THIS UP.....

Unknown, not everyone hates you. I don't. I think you're rather cool.

And I know, it's feels like you're alone, right? And when other people tell you that they feel the same way, you get angry because the pain's just not the same. But it really is. And I'm not telling you this to make you feel worse. Trust me, I've been in the exact same spot. (I'm 15 too. It's a sucky age.) (As a side note, do you ever feel so bad mentally that you physically hurt? Hands, chest, ect?)
Don't let the people around you get you down because they're jackasses. Competely unimportant.

Just don't give it up, ok? You're way more important than that.

And you don't have to worry about Atomika anymore. He's gone.

Since i became depressed yesterday,i have no obsessions,i formely had interest in:

PC Gaming.
Strategy.
And other stuff...

But now i have no interest,now i have nothing else to do apart from posting on WP.

I have NO coping strategies,i'm depressed,i have no obsessions,everyone hates me.

If you want to share your ideas,feel free to,though i highly doubt they'll do much...

Hmmm, sorry to hear you're feeling this way Unknown, it sucks. If I had a Dollar for everytime I was like that I'd be a very rich man. You're not alone. I have to agree with everyone here that you've got it wrong when you say that everyone hates you. I don't hate you. Starbuline doesn't hate you. Starr doesn't hate you. Lectum doesn't hate you, and so on. Look at all the supportive comments people have posted here for you. If they hated you, they wouldn't do that. Think about the people you hate, would you post supportive comments like that for them? No. There you go.

Secondly, I agree with the poster who said you're displaying many classical symptoms of depression, I know exactly what this is like, but the good news is that IT IS treatable. Depression is very serious and it needs to be dealt with via meds. If you go to your Doctor and let him/her know your situation they should give you anti-depressant meds, there's no shame in taking them, tonnes of Aspies AND NTs take them. If you're taking the right one and in the right dose, guess what, your depression will disappear. You'll still get mad from time to time, or stressed, but the cloud of darkness will lift. You have to trust me on this, it's the absolute truth. I'm actually amazed by the number of people on here who don't seem to take them, they're making a rod for their own back. Even if you're uncomfortable about Antidepressants such as Effexor or whatever, there's still things like St John's Wort that you could consider. Don't try to deal with this on your own, see your Doctor ASAP Unknown.

Third, if Atomika is your friend, give him the benefit of the doubt. I don't think he was trying to attack you. What he said was pretty insensitive and undiplomatic, but we're Aspies, it happens sometimes, not only this, but he may be going through his own s**t at the moment. Also, to Starr; Atomika may not have known he was posting in The Haven. I frequently respond to threads without having a clue where they are. I guess we should be more carefully about this.

Fourth, we still haven't played network Battlefield 2142, Civilization or anything and I was looking forward to kicking your ass on them. You think you can beat me?

Fifth; you still have your obsessions; no-one is going to take away your WP posting, you're still into PC Gaming and strategy, no-one can take those aways either. This is just a temporary state you're in and with the right treatment you'll seldom, or even, never be there again.

Sixth, everyone needs to chill out around here.