Mild Father Rant, don't take too seriously :P

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Hey there...wow, it's been AGES since I've posted in the Haven part of WP! I bet you were thankful for the rest, huh? Well, too bad, I'm back.

Anyways, just wanted to get something quick and spiteful off of my chest. This afternoon my parents came to my apartment to do some tidying up, which I oddly didn't mind. The moment that I'm talking about was when my dad touched and closed one of the magazines I had out in the open, which was opened up to a certain page, just because he didn't wanna see the picture. I said that I had that open for a reason (which is that I like to have certain kinds of eye-contact comfort pictures around my apartment), but he said 'well, I don't feel like looking at that'.

So you know what I did? When he wasn't looking, I deliberately opened the mag up to that page again for 5 minutes, to purely spite him. Then feeling that wasn't enough, I tore those pages out of the mag, crumpled them up and tossed them in the trash, because any enjoyment I had with viewing that picture WENT OUT THE WINDOW because of my pu--y-whipped father ruining it for me!

But don't worry, I'm not gonna wish him to die just because of that...

I'm just gonna wish cancer upon him...

oh wait! He already does! Silly me!

You don't need to respond to this, I merely wanted to get that off my soul, heh.

Usagi1992

You're not alone, my father pretty much f****d up my entire life and unfortunately is still doing it, I hope I can get out of it asap, f---g idiot.

Ditto...

Stop being passive aggressive and tell him next time that it's your apartment, you'll do whatever you want.

I don't get it, do you ask your parents to come over to clean for you, or do they just mysteriously show up and say, "Hi! We're here to clean up!"?

No, it was planned. I usually spend a day or two at the old homestead just to please my little brother, so when being driven back, I already knew they were gonna stay to tidy up my apartment.

And hey, passive aggressive is how I've always operated! Because bottom line, and I have NO shame admitting this...

I LOVE f***ing with people's heads! Some might say it's a sign of tremendous weakness, as they lack the courage to say or do what they really want to, but I don't care! I've broken several peoples nerves and feelings because of this, including my father when I was 10 years old, and let me tell you, it feels GREAT!! Making people I hate feel small, and making them eat out of the palm of my hand, FEELS GREAT!!

*huggles* I feel your pain, brother.

Yeah I know how powerful passive aggressiveness feels, I used to do it a lot when I was younger... so I won't judge you for loving to fcuk with people's heads. Plus this is the Haven.

That being said, you do realize that the passive aggressiveness is also exacerbating the problems you are perceiving, which cause you to be even more passive aggressive, right? You're trapped in a vicious cycle. Passive aggressiveness feels great in the short term, but what do you think are the long term solutions to these issues that make you keep posting in the Haven? If you happen to think passive aggressiveness is a long term solution, why keep posting here? You wouldn't feel a need to post here unless something was wrong.

Certainly hope you're not like that with strangers. Getting assaulted isn't a fun thing, plus if they're NT, they could twist the situation around and make it completely your fault.

Hm, he really should have listened to the "my house, my rules thing."

He should have just turned to the page before, that way it's not as bad.

Oh don't worry, I'm not that stupid. I really don't feel like being assaulted, so I just keep my anger on the inside, wait til I get home, then deal with my issues.

Well, to be honest...I'm not happy about being a craven coward. I'm deathly afraid of confrontations, because my mind is too fricking fragile to take criticism, insultive and constructive alike. If someone makes me angry, I don't have the balls to get in their faces and tell them that they're wrong.

I hate being a coward, but what can I do about it?

Usagi1992