I'm sad and depressed...
I'm sitting here right now doing nothing. I had planned to continue reading my book The Mathematical Experience, but that plan was ruined when I learned today about a movie that is out. The movie is called Adam. I watched the trailer and thought it was a very nice movie. I don't usually go to the theatre but I really want to see the movie. It makes me sad and depressed because I don't have a girlfriend to go and see the movie with. I just wish it wasn't so hard for me to find a girlfriend. There is nothing in my life that makes me more depressed than not having a girlfriend. I need a mate to share thoughts and feelings with. If I were to go and see the movie by myself, I would most likely not enjoy it because it would make me feel more lonely and more depressed, since it is a romance movie about an Aspie like myself falling in love with a girl. I don't know what else to do other than just sit here an mope around. My motivation has been completely nullified. I would greatly appreciate if someone would talk to me on AIM, Yahoo, or Windows Live.
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Autistic (self-identified)
Open source, free software, and open knowledge geek
GoLang, Python, & SysAdmin aspirant
RPG enthusiast
Has OCD, social anxiety, CPTSD
I'm terrible at the chat thing, but I can relate, being alone isn't the way to be, it doesn't work for you. But going from being alone to suddenly having the someone you want in life can't happen overnight, a good place to start is with an aquaintence, in fact you should have lots of aquaintences for socializing with, I'm not saying you shouldn't have a gf, I'm just saying you won't have one until you start small and work your way up.
