Thanks guys keep them coming in
Update: I had another one today, it didn't last long thankfully it was a minor one. I was still at my friend's house, the whole day was going perfectly until later at night then suddenly I felt this rush of panic, I knew straight away what was going on. I told my friend and he was like "I can see you're shaking alot" (no s**t sherlock) then I told him get the phone so I rang my mum and asked her to pick me up. I went downstairs and was freaking out and stuff, my friend was being ignorant and kept laughing at the crap on telly and talking about everyday things while I was CLEARLY agitated and needed him near me, he touched my back once because he wanted to see how shakey I was and he was like "wow" but I wanted him to keep his hand there, his dad told him to put his arm on me to calm me down, he said no and I felt really upset because the one time I need him most he didn't give a s**t (he's all over me when it suits him though).
My mum's friend has borrowed me a relaxation CD and a self help book on coping with anxiety and I'm going doctors on Monday.
Oh man I'm just so fed up 
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