schleppenheimer wrote:
I would really like to help you, as I am feeling depressed as well. I'm the mother of a teenager on the spectrum, and I'm depressed because I worry about my teenager feeling low.
I wonder if you need to change your anti-depressant to a new kind. That in itself is sometimes hard, because you have to work through meds to find which one works for you.
I would suggest that you do whatever it is that interests you to keep your spirits up, but you have probably heard that sort of advice before, and if so, then that advice rings hollow. I would then suggest that you write how you are feeling. This may help when it comes time to go to the doctor, so that you can accurately describe the problems you are having AS they are happening -- but also, writing is therapeutic for many people. Try to keep a journal. In the journal, try to write what has you really depressed, but also alternate the depression information with at least one positive thing per day -- either something nice somebody has done for you, or a beautiful photo you noticed, or an exciting quote that you found, etc. The "one positive thing per day" idea is just to get you into the habit of noticing the good around you.
I also really feel that watching movies can change my mood. Try finding funny or exciting movies to help you out of your funk.
I really do empathize with what you're going through, and I truly hope that you can get some help with this. You deserve the help. You deserve happiness and contentment in your life.
Aww sweet thanks

I've been put back on medication and feel numb now... Atleast this is better than being depressed I guess.