YOU ARE NOT ALONE ! !!

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ASPIES & HFA's !

* do you feel lonely, shafted or gypped ? *

YOU ARE NOT ALONE !

i'm <aspicious> a "GEN-Y" aspie female and i wrote the following to reach out to others like me - - -

may you find peace, love and inspiration in these words !

please do feel free to copy / cut & paste or otherwise forward it to those you think it might benefit ! BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL


i feel like i lost out on the best part of my young life; by never having gotten the support & behavioral health care that i needed. i stumbled and bumbled my way through the decades like a blind man carrying a torch that illuminates the path ahead of him; yet the light it yields is visible * to everyone but him *

cant you just see the irony in that ?????

**** for all the successful, geeked-up, aspies out there who ve made it in life as techies, professors, scientists and researchers there are tons MORE like me who are acknowledged as intelligent - well on the surface at least - , bright, talented and filled w/ promise ..... yet our strengths are overshadowed by those "social and communicative impairments" that block us from achieving our full potential.

i dropped out of junior college, had a marriage that lasted 3 days and another that lasted 24 hrs. i currently work for myself b/c i wont last at a job working for or with anyone else.

as an asperger female : it wasnt difficult to fall prey to the lures of the adult entertainment industry. as much as i disliked the environment and people in it ; it gave me the one thing i desperately craved and wasnt getting from any other source : acceptance. or - - - at least it seemed like it at the time. i was valued and well-regarded by the patrons ; but for all the wrong reasons. it drove me even further into confusion and i questioned my very existence and essence in life.

before being diagnosed and being able to put a "label", or rather < define > who i was : i wondered why i - the alien - had been placed in this sea of people who looked like ; but didnt act and certainly didnt think like me. i spent my whole life being the proverbial *fish out of water* .......and have finally come to accept myself for who i am

notwithstanding the fact that i "can't swim on land".....i can still utilize <crutches> such as behavior modification and cognitive behavioral therapy - and understanding, compassionate friends - to get me to function ashore ( in the NT world ) .

and although i wish i could swim back into the deep blue sea w/ other fishies just like me, i know that God : in His infinite wisdom put me here for a purpose and perhaps that entails reaching out and sharing my story w/ other "fishies out of water" to convince them that there is nothing wrong w/ them - nor with me ; we were just washed ashore for this lifetime; and the test is NOT how well you succeed in comparison to the NT's around you; but how well you "stay afloat" in the desert island filled w/ what sometimes seems like an entirely different species.

i'll never "get" <normal people>. though i might observe, shadow and mimic them; i'll never truly be one of them and i ve come to accept that.

now : that being said : NOTE - my role isnt to "go under" but to say "this is MY WORLD TOO - i belong here as well and i'm carving out a niche for myself - right alongside of you all "

i will partake in the game and the illusion that is the pretense of being one w/ NT's but at the end of the day when all is said and done i am left in my solitary existence ...... but - - - you know WHAT ???



************** its in this darkness that i see the light shining /////// guiding me down an unfamiliar path and therein i find the courage to give props to my Creator and say :

< I will praise you; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are your works; and that my soul knows right well >
( psalms 139: 13-14 )

hiya, aspicious
welcome to our neat little club

Stop me no discuss prostitution and religion in welcome topics.

I feel lonely, but not on this forum. Not even among you who I would normally despise. As I can relate to most of what you say except a few crucial hickups.

Welcome

Welcone to wrong planet, where most people are nice, some will beat you to death with words/logic and only few will drown you in religion and noble causes, it's all in all a fun group.

well its nice to see another religous aspie out there but as soon as i read your ADVERTISEMENT my eyes burned away.......
To me it sounded like one of those online self help guides if you pay 54 dollars now you will get this this n this (which never arrive and someone has just ran off with your credit card details AKA you have been scammed)....

Yes no offence but based of past experience and my own aspie well trained logic..... you seem very very fishy.....

But Welcome to Wrong Planet none-the-less..

sorry that two ppl out there feel the need to diss me or doubt me. what i wrote was sincere ; and just so yall know : i'm not selling ANYthing except the idea that we are obligated to love and accept ourselves knowing that God created us this way and wont give us challenges we can't over come

My parents created me this way. We are all god's.

Im saying Perhaps change the way you have written your introduction it really just sounds to me like another gimmic or advertisement which is a huge switch off for a lot of people.

Sorry I didnt mean to sound so cruel...

Just found this site, I was diagnosed when I was four and honestly never thought I'd find people like me. Your words are very encouraging and feels good to know that I am not alone.

gosh if only i were a god the things i'd do and the places i'd experience.

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Go ahead. What's stopping you? Gravity, the government or your self-esteem?

Among all the gods with all the different divine powers. Are you coming telling me you have no powers? Are you dead?

You can create change. You can help millions of people. You can make water fall from the sky. You can remove mountains. You can dive into your soul and seek a answer. You can dive into someone else's soul and find a answer. The list just go on and on.

What makes you think, you are not a god?

If we have to dwell around one god, the one god. The creator. Then feel free to tell me who it is among all the god's humanity worship, or that all of them are just different name's and perceives of the same god.

Nonetheless. It is just a primitive way of explaining something we did not understand. We know how mammals have come to exist. We know how the sun was born. We know humanity are naive sitting on this planet waiting for miracles from above.

Closest we may ever get to miracle from above is little green men. You may want to call stuff like the aurora a miracle from above. There is a fine line between a miracle and scientifically explained elements of our university.

The only god we need

Is you.

Get on mapping the universe already. 30 years ago you could have built a base on the moon, 15 years ago you could built a base on mars. Still, you are here on earth naive as a duck waiting for a comet to annihilate your so called valuable existence spending all the resources on killing eachother.

I will laugh in my grave if humanity don't get of this rock before it's to late, you were told and warned over and over again.

Primary reason we won't get off this rock is billions of people living their lives in a dream waiting for a miracle, this is also in governments interest. There are no better population control than religion.

As if aliens will come here with ships and save us from the suns wrath. For all we know we are the most advanced civilization in the universe. And we better get on top of it, esp. as we have the knowledge. 50 years ago.

hiya Autistacon welcome to our neat little club
you are among friends now.

Welkome to WP

Mick