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normally i rant and rave on these forums in extreme narcissistic detail but

i just don't want to go on anymore

http://youtu.be/POjQgExXH6A

I know what you mean. I'm just so exhausted in mulling over my mental problems, I keep rehashing the same thing over and over. It's just a constant, gray, cycle. I don't even have the energy to contemplate suicide, all that does is get me worked up even more. All I feel is that I have to stay alive. My fight for my sanity has become a fight for my life. I just hope they get me to a therapist before Im destroyed forever.

Hang in there with me. It cannot get worse, and if it does, suicide is an option later.

Thank you I know I'm not alone
a person with AS also with psychosis/affective
i am afraid of a diagnosis

Today is a good day to decide to die some other day

You sound depressed, as well as tired. Being tired aggravates depression and stress, so get some rest. Also, some gentle exercise when awake, as this generates mood boosting endorphins.

Now, as it says in the song, go to sleep, go to sleep, and close your big blood shot eyes!

Or if you prefer, you are getting sleepy, you are getting sleepy, ZZZzzzzz. (Shhhh! Now I'm asleep.)

i hope you know that people on the forum care about you, and would miss you.

I actually want a diagnosis. I want to know what problems stem from my condition, and what are run of the milll ups and downs. I'm overwhelmed right now, there is literally no aspect of my life that I am not having problems with.

We have to stick around, I don't know why, but I still have a bit of hope that I can eventually get to 'good enough', and be able to have a life I want to live. I think you can too.

thank you all

yes i would like an answer to the hallucinations, delusions and break down of mental clarity (without klonopins)
but i know it that it is some kind of psychosis that would be dumped in the psychotic disorder category then i would be put on some obese-ifying medication ..

on the other hand, a diagnosis would x10 my chances of getting SSI and help my case with the govt in general...
but being mentally f****d up all in all is just,
making it all feel like a waste of time
i suppose why i feel this way is i feel left out and sexuallyfrustrated and unable to talk people in order for romance just internalize it all and spill out on the internet

i try to justify the psychosis by making it feel like i have special powers... which i wont even mention but it's becoming an increasing list.... but in reality i know people believe im delusional.
because in reality, the voices are memories

im going to bed now thank you...

I've never gained weight on antidepressants. I've always stayed thin.

I'm going to write to Alex and tell him to change the name "Wrong Planet" to "Suicide Central." My goodness! I've never seen a site with such an intense collection of depressives! Is everyone on here on Elavil or Prozac or Valium?

I think the common thread among us all on here is the lack of flesh-and-blood support. If we had a confidant or therapist, it's not likely that we would need to post in the Haven on WP.

Since suicidal thoughts come naturally when you feel that people have abandoned you, its not surprising that many of the posters here have suicidal ideas.

Glad you're here, though, red robin, because sometimes just a reply to a post can get someone through a long, dark night. It helps just knowing that we aren't alone. Stay alive my friends, I promise to do the same. Thank the heavens for Wrong Planet.

i can't sleep

thanks

http://youtu.be/KGrM1sh-8pE