Welcome. Fairly new here myself.
You seem enough of an elequent writer to me - case in point you use the phrase 'elequent writer' which seems quite an elequent way to write
. I think mixed feeling are quite common when dealing with something like this. I have been coming to terms with AS myself over the last few weeks and I swing all over the place feeling relieved to finally have an answer one day and then feeling overwhelmed by the whole AS thing other times. I think it helps to have someone to talk to be it a friend or family member or others here on the forum.
Si
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AQ46, EQ9, FQ20, SQ50
RAADS-R: 181 (Language: 9, Social: 97, Sensory/Motor: 37, Interests: 36)
Aspie Quiz: AS129, NT80
Alexithymia: 137