On television they are always talking about major projects or efforts like the Manhattan project. I realize that none of that means anything to me now, all I care about is finding love before I die or completely loose my mind. I admit that love might not even be possible, but I won't know until I try. Yes I need to embark on a major project for trying to find love. Just like the Manhattan project had two separate routes, the uranium bomb and the plutonium bomb, I need to have at least two routes for finding love. I have to both go out to places and look for love online on all the websites I can. I know that other people are strange and they may have hidden secret codes for how they communicate and interact. Even more importantly, I do not know how to approach strangers. However, I believe that if there is a will there is a way. I can theoretically go anywhere and talk to anyone I may see. I don't have to be a self-made prisoner of my dwelling. I cannot allow myself to waste any more of my life. Yes I am gay. Any ideas or suggestions on how or where I may find love would be appreciated.
15 Sep 2014, 7:59 pm
