MY LIFE STILL ISN'T GETTING ANY BETTER

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GOD WHAT'S THE f*****g POINT IN EVEN TRYING ANYMORE
NOBODY f*****g CARES AND IM SO f*****g SICK AND TIRED OF f*****g EVERYTHING
I'M GOING TO FAIL COLLEGE THANKS TO MY f*****g DEPRESSION AND THEN I'LL REALLY HAVE A REASON TO f*****g END IT
IT'S SO HARD TRYING TO STAY ALL HAPPY AND NOT MISERABLE WHEN YOU FEEL SO f*****g ISOLATED AND NOBODY CAN BE BOTHERED ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY HELP YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A WORTHLESS BURDEN. MY LIFE'S A f*****g JOKE I NEVER SHOULD'VE BEEN BORN I f*****g SUCK AT EVERYTHING SO I'M A COMPLETE GENERIC f**k UP AND MY FORMER FRIENDS DON'T SEEM TO GIVE A s**t ANYMORE
WELL f**k THEM f**k ME AND f**k LIFE IM f*****g TIRED OF f*****g EVERYTHING IM GOING TO f*****g KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW SEE IF ANYBODY GIVES A f**k THEN

You should seek the help you need for your depression because it is treatable with the correct medication. Right now you'll feel better if you can sleep, because things usually look better after a good night's rest. Sleep is absolutely vital to recharge your batteries and just as important than studying, if not more so.

You are angry and frustrated right now and I understand that.

Even if you do fail, you can retry. It certainly isn't a reason to end it all. Do you know how many failures I have gone through but picked up the pieces and stood up again? Don't be defined by your failures.

People around you may care more than you realize. Sometimes they just have so much of their own stuff to process and can't see the cry for help.

You only just joined WP a while back so give our members a chance to get to know you. We all have days like you seem to have had and where we feel drained of all energy. I implore you to get the necessary medical advice if at all possible.

You are welcome to PM me.

i'm more than angry i'm hurt and frustrated that no matter how much i try for my friends it's never good enough
i know they aren't being good friends by treating me like s**t but the thing is i've got nobody else apart from them so i bet if i was to kill myself i'd be doing everybody a huge favour cos i'm just a whiny b***h that everyone hates

I use to have friends that would treat me like crap too. I didn't really have any other friends besides them either and it made me feel really anxious and depressed to be around them all the time. I even started to get the feeling that just about everyone was like them and no one cared. I still tend to get those feelings, but sometimes I find out later that those feeling aren't accurate. When I started to avoid them I actually stopped feeling so bad about myself so that might be something you could try. It gets lonely not having friends, but it doesn't mean that you won't ever find people will care about you.

I know how hard it is when you feel like this. You really should try to reach out and talk to someone. Anyone. It can really help to hear someone else's perspective. They must have some sort of health service or counselling service at your college. I know how frustrating and lonely life can be but there are people who can help and want to help.

Maaaaate! We all f*ck up from time to time! It's OK. Don't know where you're from but most colleges have a councillor please believe me it does help to talk it out with a kind stranger. So you're gonna fail this semester? THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!! ! Hear me it really isn't. You have options, you might be able to take a break and then go part time so you can complete, or maybe a college degree is not for you at this time in your life. Believe it or not loads of peeps go through life without one.

I failed a semester during my degree, I tried again the following semester and ended up getting top of school in my results. When i asked the lecture about why he explained things differently he said he was using exactly the same note.... I just got it the 2nd time around.

I know you're feeling like s**t right now, but it will pass. If you do something permanent like topping yourself you can't change that... It's OK, you are NOT a worthless burden, I wouldn't be stuffed talking to you if I thought so.

I hope you can get through this *sends hugs*

even if i do manage to do well at college im still f*****g lost in life cos i have no idea what to do with my life afterwards and my social skills are decent but not good enough for a f*****g job interview
f*****g AUTISM CAUSED MOST OF THIS s**t I HATE IT SO f*****g MUCH WHY THE f**k COULDN'T I HAVE BEEN BORN WITHOUT IT I FEEL SO CHEATED WITH LIFE I HATE THIS LONELYNESS AND I HATE MY LIFE THERE'S NOTHING GOOD ABOUT ME AT ALL I HAVE NO TALENTS SKILLS OR WHATEVER I'M A WORTHLESS SACK OF STUPID f*****g s**t THAT CAN'T EVEN GET ALONG WITH MY OWN FAMILY NEVER MIND FRIENDS MY LIFE WILL NEVER EVER GET BETTER SO IM JUST GONNA WAIT UNTIL I GROW SOME f*****g BALLS AND THEN KILL MYSELF

sorry im just so frustrated and angry that i couldn't get to see my shrink today and i have to wait until next week which i probably won't bother attending since i'll most likely be super burnt out from college stress
fml

wow thanks a lot to the guys who read my post and don't even bother to reply back you're just like my sh***y f*****g doctor thinking everything's alright and then just leaving me with die with my roller coaster emotions
"help" my ass ! !!

Iv'e been away for a couple of weeks
sorry, i was busy

pyromatic
You have my full attention now

be carefull what you wish for

sorry, i lost my cool over something really stupid.
i didn't mean anything by it, it's just hard trying to stay chill when ur a hothead like me and u feel like nobody gives a s**t about you
it's really overwhelming

that's all right, we all need to vent from time to time. My friend always says "take it easy on yourself". I have no advice about how to deal with feeling overwhelmed. When I feel that way, I just do what has to be done, like do the dishes and make my bed. If I achieve 1 thing per day then it is a good day.

take care.

Have you looked into taking a college success skills class? I took one and it seemed to really help bring up my grades. It's just a thought. I hope things get better for you.

Pyromatic may just be overwhelmed with college. I know that some aspies suck at college. I know that when I would get angry and frustrated I would talk about suicide. Maybe Pyromatic simply needs to take a medical leave of absence from college until he/she can deal with his/her issues.

Pyromatic made it to college!
i think every aspy here should give pyromatic a round of applause!


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because I hated school, I hated high school. I hated college and I hated university,
even though I never went there