robbrucejr wrote:
I spent over 10 years in the Army, as a forward observer (13F E-6) and later became a Warrant Officer (153A rotary wing aviator), then spent another 3 years as a DoD contractor at the Army SERE School. I was not diagnosed until after I was out. However, it was the perfect environment for me. Tons of structure, I didn't have to think about what to eat, wear, etc. Social expectations were clearly codified; for example, you greet an officer with a salute from a set distance, and you stand at parade rest around superior NCO's. There were endless volumes of manuals about doctrine, procedures, etc. I absolutely excelled as a Soldier, my identity and value was based on merit and adherence to the rules and values of the Army. Plus, I got paid to blow things up and fly helicopters. You can't beat that with a stick. I had a really, really hard time adjusting to the civilian world, which ultimately led to my diagnosis. If it weren't for other health factors beyond my control, I'd probably still be in and happy as a lark. There were some occasional issues with authority, and sensory problems, but I learned more about how to overcome those challenges in the Army than I ever would have outside it.
I had a mixed experience as a civilian employee. I had 2 good managers and 2 really crap ones. Major problem i had was that people with no skill in a specific area started meddling with what i did because they wanted to do compliance checkbox ticking. Also, most military people were totally unable to grasp that cyber security has no analogues to bullets flying around, their brains are stuck in the physical world.
You can't just bomb the s**t out of someone who may be hiding behind a number of hosts in a few unrelated countries to cover their tracks. When you work with IT-security operationally and see s**t going on and are surrounded by compliance idiots who never even have fired up TCPDump, you get more and more tired. Eventually i left because i didn't want to eat Atarax for the rest of my life...
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