Thanks Jakki.
Something about this year's Christmas holiday is deeply disappointing.
I do believe in Jesus Christ whose birth (most likely in a different season since the shepherds were out in the fields) the holiday commemorates & do believe in the reality of the salvation offered by and in the eventual eternal life with Him.
Even so, the holiday at this time in this world in this year is empty and disappointing.
I do realize that part of the foundation of that comes from having worked 20 years in retail and gotten burned out on the material trappings and mythological-scale Hallmark movie expectations which our society has drowned the season under.
And some of the disappointment comes from life and health.
There is a sense that I "should" be happy to have a home, have food, have heat, have books and hobbies, have the two orange tabby rescue fellows. (who happen to now be 14 and 13 years old and have each lived with me for all but a month or so of their lives)
But there is a big emptiness originating from a something else that I can't pin down and stamp a label on.
And that really bothers me.
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"There are a thousand things that can happen when you go light a rocket engine, and only one of them is good."
Tom Mueller of SpaceX, in Air and Space, Jan. 2011
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