what a bad new year.....

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it started off in the day I was so depressed I had a knife in my hand & pills in the other I didn't wanna get out off bed I moped & cried all day till finally I decided to get up.Then later on my auntie came home drunk & trippin (so did her husband) they got into it he left then my auntie & grandma got into it about how my grandma is desperate for man (but really my auntie is for staying with a guy that hits her & calls her bad names) long story short. He cusses out my grandma & calls her all sorts of bad names then they all start arguing so bad that the police almost had to be called I was on the other end with my mom cuz I couldn't take it I already had enough stuff in my life & that didn't make it any better. My auntie's husband had a nerve to call me a ret*d b***h (which kinda got to me but he's a bum anyways) & then said that my grandmother is the reason why I'm ret*d which also hurt so I yelled at him I rather be ret*d then a 50 somethin yr old bum that has nothing. That shows how NT's are so not understanding of ppl like me it hurts.

Here's hoping that the days ahead won't be as bitter as the ones behind you.

sorry to hear about your bad new years.

Hoping 2008 will bring you more happiness.

hope the future will bring you greater happiness

I don't get why so many of you stay with your abusers.

Now I'm gonna see if Ben told his story, he was also suicidal in the chat during our party... and 2 or 3 others including me and Strapples were depressed too!

Please... get out of there.

That sort of environment is no good for you. There has to be somewhere better you can go.

I agree with what the other posters have said. If you can't stay there, then don't...it might not be worth it.

I also think that you should get out of there, as well.

I got hacked by my neighbour. A teenie with a lucky strike on my wireless managed to root my XP computer. So I had a happy new year throwing up a couple of honeypots and a **EVIL** system to trace him.

It actualy saved my day, since I was prepared to die earlier that day.

I just needed something to focus on.

make sure you have a good living plan or some kind of living planed lined up for you if you do get out of there.

I like the idea of finding something else to concentrate your mental energy on... like finding a way to move out.

If you are staying with your grandma because a bond, or obligation, you should re-asses these.

Ana, I do not understand it either... I was like that myself in different periods of my life.
I had a sister who was in a physically abusive relationship and when I drove 600miles to help her move away while her husband was in jail, she 'changed her mind' and refused to go.

For whatever reason aspiebeauty87 is staying in this home and putting up with all this strife, I'm sure it's hard emotionally to just pick up and leave... not sure of the many reasons why.

I'm glad you came here and shared it with us.
Hope you can find a better way to cope than suicide.

I stay because my grandma is old & I want to help her out