i stay at home most of the time, but then again going out is fun..long as it's not to a party or something, i just really am not a party person. although the crowds and noise doesn't bother me so much anymore. i guess there just ain't much to do.. walk around, sit, talk to someone for 5 seconds before someone else comes and steals them away..
i've got long hair. (i'm a male) a couple years back when it was short i thought it would be kinda cool to grow it but was a bit scared to do so, thinking it might look crappy.. but one day i just said, eh, screw it.. and here we are, and it looks better than before. pretty annoying after a shower though..ha.
i'm a total computer addict, and i consider myself an expert. but i'm no teacher.. i really have very little patience when it comes to trying to help other people with their computers. i was into programming years ago, but just QuickBasic.. i thought i wanted to be a programmer then, but i sorta stopped doing it for whatever reason, and got more into music.
i prefer to talk to people on msn than over the phone usually. with msn it's perfect: you get to take as long as you want to think of the right thing to say, and there are no awkward pauses. like this one person i would always talk to on msn, when i would talk on the phone with her it was pretty different and just no good..
generally i'm a nice and pretty calm guy, except when i get really annoyed.. then i might get into my 'don't care' thing, wherein i just act however i want without caring at all if i'm being improper, or rude, or offending anybody, because i'm REAL FRUSTRATED DAMMIT.. heh. what a crappy first impression of myself i've just described. oh well, don't care.
reading of hobbits up there, got me thinking.. something about them and their lifestyle has always appealed to me. ya know what, i think i'm kinda like that Bilbo Baggins in The Hobbit - enjoys the simple stay-at-home hobbit lifestyle as much as the next, but has a 'tookish' side that wants to go have a big adventure also
i love natural beauty, only i don't know a clue about how to grow it and i think it would be too much trouble... also, some people might say "oh that forest is beautiful" but to me might just look an average bunch of trees with brown and dull greens.. heheh. i have my own idea of what makes a 'beautiful garden'..
i like to have long and 'deep' conversations with people, and i hate it when someone has to leave
i wanna go on talking to them forever until i have absolutely nothing else in my brain left to say!
this may sound strange since i'm aspie, but i LOVE to perform on stage. when i'm doing that, i'm in the moment and having the time of my life. but then everyone has to come up to me telling me how i was really good.. which gets annoying after about 10 people have done it.. i'd prefer if they all just applaud/cheer as usual and then leave me alone
but ah well, the life of a performer i guess.
well that's about all i can think of for now.. sorry for the length.
Phoenix
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