wood wrote:
I felt a whole lot better after I stopped taking the Lexapro.
I'd second that. After having depression on and off for many years, it's funny that the day they diagnosed AS, the only help they offered was anti-depressants. I can't deny that the depression lifted, after a couple of weeks of hell. I'm now anti-meds, if at all possible, because I feel they just stole my life while I was on them.
I was in a kind of fuzzy couldn't-care-less frame of mind. But most importantly, nothing changed. I now see depression as a symptom of something wrong in your everyday life. But when on meds, you'll just put up with it rather than attempt to change or fix it.
When, after 18 months, I stopped meds (unintentionally, as I ran out over a holiday weekend), it's like I woke up to the malaise they'd held me in. Withdrawal was horrible, but bearable. Right now I have a goal of never going on meds again. Stopping depression at the cost of stopping being truly alive is too high a price too pay.
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