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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 11:22 pm
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Chocolate or coffee?
More sugar with some caffeine or more caffeine with some sugar?
Gut issues or less refreshing sleep? More bathroom time or delayed sleep time?
Potential hyperglycemia or caffeine side effects? Milk as something optional or milk as a mandatory add on?
Decisions, decisions... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Did you self isolate as a child? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 10:55 pm
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When it came to socializing, I'm just someone who just comes and goes. I'm not a true introvert, I'm just asocial. I don't have a real social drive; it's just boredom. And to me socializing is just one of the countless choices to choose from. My neighbors were the best people I socialize with as a c... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you happy today. |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 4:47 am
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The old me would've finished off at least 2 long slugs of biscuits. :lol: Then it won't last an hour. And even spend an extra just to taste more. It won't care how much my gut would feel, nor ever slow down to appreciate the tastes. Especially when I'm stressed, bored, impatient, etc. Really, if it ... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 12:39 am
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Just because masking is now 10x easier for me now, doesn't mean that's the standard or default I put myself on a daily basis. :roll: Easier, not easier -- I refuse. :lol: In any case... Turning 29. I had to keep reminding myself that it's only been barely 2 months since the change that I wanted to h... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Warning: Superman costume does not enable flight. |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 14 May 2024, 11:05 pm
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Replies: 17 Views: 364
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Because it's they picked the wrong cape. https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQqjXjFFvbbIGgMh-ACgNez9Qw5jibZQ7j3n_fovkvuZw&s :lol: :lol: :lol: But yeah, sure - I thought the same with rainbow cookies summoning pot of gold, levitating with the witch's broom, super chocolate pills... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Selective sensory adaptation |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 14 May 2024, 9:35 pm
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In my case, it's mix and match relative to my current state. Turns out; the most consistent thing for me was the inability to ignore internal sensations; this includes emotions, feelings, thoughts and ideas -- not easy to let go or ignore. I've been fighting it for most of my life. The closest break... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Charisma On Command YouTube channel |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 14 May 2024, 8:33 pm
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Mind that this is me, my own social skills and experience; I don't think I need them and I don't mask. I have a social knack (it's one of my counter-aspie trait that I inherited. It's genetic and generational directly coming from my mother's maternal grandfather; so don't bother) :o They're NTs with... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 14 May 2024, 6:47 pm
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I've been contemplating with the possibility of having these labels along with autism for years but... I have my own reasoning why it is not because it's 'common with autism' -- I already debunked my own anxiety before I turned adult... ... So why not anything else that *looked* like a part of autis... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What Do You Want? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 14 May 2024, 3:09 am
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Replies: 97 Views: 1,143
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Edna3362 wrote: Get rid of this heavy feeling in my body and head that I'm aware is not normal nor healthy. I finally got what I want.
Now I'm working with the rest of what I want which is;
Quote: Freedom Autonomy Self-reliance and Competence
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Would you save humanity? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 13 May 2024, 11:06 am
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Note that my own morality, my own views over humanity, their existence and survival is different. I'll make the cure. However -- it's conditional. If I were to hold humanity's life at the palm of my hands -- it won't be a charity. :lol: Since I'm not obligated to save them... I can just easily deny ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: destroyed your life |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 12 May 2024, 10:39 pm
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Replies: 18 Views: 537
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As long as I can fight it, I refuse to be 'destroyed'.
My life is currently going uphill.
From being in a slow and painful decay in futile effort to preserve it in a tiring endless battle with myself -- to being finally remade, for better and stronger, in a marathon length momentum. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 12 May 2024, 8:56 pm
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Sometimes I do wonder if I do scare people or drive them away unintentionally... :| And why is that? Don't worry about that. This was your guilt speaking. :lol: And it's temporary. The next day or week or so, you'd be enjoying it instead of questioning it. I already long accepted facts of people mi... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 12 May 2024, 8:29 pm
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Note to anyone; myself included. Executive function is not the same as motivation or any kind of emotions involved. The last time I had a full blown working executive function was in a very lazy and apathethic mood, yet did just about everything right only with simple intent. Because somewhere, ins... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 12 May 2024, 11:49 am
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Monotropism is still my ideal mode of processing, functioning and learning. It's just that... I don't have the downside of inertia anymore to assert and express distress of interruption. :lol: Even with the momentum going. The only downside to this is that affording this speed of transition in betwe... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 12 May 2024, 11:29 am
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IsabellaLinton wrote: .... and then went to work and saved a teenaged girl from a man with a knife. ... What's going on there... ? |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 7:57 pm
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... Maybe melatonin shouldn't be something I'd take for sleep. :o It's not effective for me as a sleeping aide. It screwed my sleeping pattern despite taking at the right time. Maybe, instead, it'll be a therapeutic tool for me to reach something deeper within... But less of a regular thing, and mor... |
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