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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: destroyed your life |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 10:39 pm
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As long as I can fight it, I refuse to be 'destroyed'.
My life is currently going uphill.
From being in a slow and painful decay in futile effort to preserve it in a tiring endless battle with myself -- to being finally remade, for better and stronger, in a marathon length momentum. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 8:56 pm
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Replies: 9,261 Views: 647,430
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Sometimes I do wonder if I do scare people or drive them away unintentionally... :| And why is that? Don't worry about that. This was your guilt speaking. :lol: And it's temporary. The next day or week or so, you'd be enjoying it instead of questioning it. I already long accepted facts of people mi... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 8:29 pm
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Replies: 4,956 Views: 540,851
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Note to anyone; myself included. Executive function is not the same as motivation or any kind of emotions involved. The last time I had a full blown working executive function was in a very lazy and apathethic mood, yet did just about everything right only with simple intent. Because somewhere, ins... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 11:49 am
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Replies: 120,343 Views: 4,128,530
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Monotropism is still my ideal mode of processing, functioning and learning. It's just that... I don't have the downside of inertia anymore to assert and express distress of interruption. :lol: Even with the momentum going. The only downside to this is that affording this speed of transition in betwe... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: Yesterday, 11:29 am
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Replies: 40,735 Views: 1,163,887
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IsabellaLinton wrote: .... and then went to work and saved a teenaged girl from a man with a knife. ... What's going on there... ? |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 7:57 pm
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Replies: 527 Views: 75,206
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... Maybe melatonin shouldn't be something I'd take for sleep. :o It's not effective for me as a sleeping aide. It screwed my sleeping pattern despite taking at the right time. Maybe, instead, it'll be a therapeutic tool for me to reach something deeper within... But less of a regular thing, and mor... |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: Random Health |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 7:36 pm
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Replies: 146 Views: 28,620
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I have 3 physical main concerns. It's still the same as early as toddler years and as late as puberty. First is the bane of my life so far -- upper respiratory issues. The yearly infections, the non-allergic reactions, overall breathing issues, etc. I'm only short of having surgical options. Second ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Sleeping |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 4:07 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 172
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My answers may vary due to recent changes. How often do you have difficulty falling or staying asleep? For most of my life, it was inconsistent. The factors can range between mismatch of biological clock, gut discomfort, disruptive breathing, psych issues to sensory issues. Now it's just constant mu... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post a random truth (about yourself) |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 8:56 am
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Replies: 19,165 Views: 1,115,618
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I'm old enough to be a mother of a 12 year old. And I think it's strange, had that been possible or true at any point in another life. Also I like cookies and cream. Also I like graham crackers. I may make some sort of no-bake 'layer cakes' out of it before my birthday. Likely full of whipped cream ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Cognitive Behavioural Therapy for Autism |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 4:37 am
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Replies: 10 Views: 327
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Hmmm... There's the incomplete knowledge of psychology that favors how the autistic mind works, along with all the current or outdated biases as to what autism is... ... And then there's nationwide cheaper services widely recommended and provided. Whether it's services that got default for being cov... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 11 May 2024, 2:28 am
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Replies: 120,343 Views: 4,128,530
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Suddenly, it rained.
It's a bit too early for that yet. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 10 May 2024, 5:41 pm
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Replies: 4,956 Views: 540,851
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Ma, Since you brought up Mother's Day with how much that devastated your body and wanting a day out for that -- of course my answer will be ' I did not asked for this (life) ' just for THAT kind of statement. :skull: I don't care if it's a joke. I just am not... 'Like you flirt/pervs' that will appr... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Random Questions |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 10 May 2024, 11:24 am
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If you're a hyperemotional person with emotional dysregulation for most of your life that you're almost BPD-like, and suddenly you're alexithymic with a relatively higher degree of emotional regulation -- what do you do if that's the case? How will you approach this change? If you're a maladaptive d... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 10 May 2024, 6:13 am
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Replies: 120,343 Views: 4,128,530
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Mild caffeine withdrawal. Because I woke up late and I want to wake up early tomorrow. So no coffee for me today. And... Ahh... Adjustments to a new inrernal dynamic and my new level of mental energy. :o I now have more energy, with way less number of thoughts than I usually had before overcoming MD... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 09 May 2024, 10:54 pm
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Replies: 40,735 Views: 1,163,887
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I've been oversleeping lately.
Hm. At least I won't be allowed to do that tomorrow. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
Edna3362 |
Posted: 09 May 2024, 10:25 pm
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Replies: 120,343 Views: 4,128,530
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In which I know what's really going on now, whenever I go back to automatically dreaming of stories in my head. It's my inner child, looking at certain characters. She's looking for people she wants to be with in her life. So she's more or less window shopping at any media that I ever watched on. An... |
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