Melangey wrote:
You know that's why we are all here -- here, being WP. "Wrong planet syndrome," is what EVERY autistic experiences.
Yep! that's how I discovered this wonderful Website in the first place. Searching for why I've always felt like I'm living on the wrong planet. My first recollection was at about the age of 6. I remember standing at the back door, looking up at the night sky and thinking, "Why have you left me here?" but I've always been different. My sister used to always call me "the alien".
I've been stimming since before that. I remember being a little kid < 6 and stimming in bed. I just knew it was enjoyable. I also knew it was a bit weird and I had the intelligence even back then to know I had to hide it. Later on, we got an electronic organ and I accidentally discovered the joy of harmonics. I'd sit there for ages pressing these three keys and it was wonderful. I also knew that was weird but I think I just gave up on worrying what people (family) thought. I just wanted to do what I wanted to do! And I did it. That kind of shaped my life. I've always danced to the beat of my own drum. But I digress, as usual!
Melangey wrote:
I've always been more comfortable in the sky. If I ever meet any of you, we will grab a plane and escape the ground for a while.
it's as close as I've ever gotten to feeling home.
Oh, airplanes! I didn't know what we were talking about for a moment
Melangey wrote:
ImAnAsie - I love Spock too. I started with SNG tho and felt like Data in many situations. My best (and only) friend even called me b-bot growing up, a take on my "human" name. Both Spock and Data are heroes in the Autistic community from what I've seen.
So, don't be too ready to leave. Or at least, don't feel alone. You've got company on WP.
That's so nice. Lately, I have met some of the nicest people I have ever met in my life. In times of trouble, those who care, surface - and I thank you for surfacing - caring
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Your Aspie score: 151 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 60 of 200
Formally diagnosed in 2007.
Learn the simple joy of being satisfied with little, rather than always wanting more.