I really thought I was making headway with my family and opening doors for dialogue. Once again it's obvious NOTHING has changed with them, they are still content to break promises, invalidate, change the rules in the middle of the game. My interests are at a standstill and my enterprise is getting c-blocked constantly with the disapproval of my presence and the threats of abandonment hanging over my head, I can't take care of these paying customers in a timely fashion if I have to keep curling up and wondering where my 'real' family is. Never mind I spent this entire week dealing with a throbbing mouth and still dotted 6 or 7 I's and crossed T's. No it's all about the 3 or 4 I missed. As the song says: I've got a strong urge to fly, but nowhere to fly to
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Let's go on out and take a moped ride, and all your friends will thing your brain is fried, but you can't live your life too dirty, 'cause in the the end you're born to go 30