Kayla b***h and Rolando penis had the nerve to treat me like a juvenile delinquent. Instead they should have treated me like a customer, s**t.
Emotional overeating
Chronic constipation
Colostomy bag
Considering giving up drinking five liters of water a day, and long walks. 41 already senile. Exhausted all the time. Nobody is going to date my worthless corpse. Getting fat might not be that bad. Plenty of people are fat. "Life" goes on and on and on. And not enough litterboxes. Public urination, illegal and annoying lil dipshits have the nerve to bother me.
Military
Craving: dark chocolate, pancakes, lo mai gai, ice cream, fried chicken,
Plenty of ass holes earn minimum wage and pay for rent, groceries, utilities and medical insurance. How do they do it? Some of them act so laid back. Why aren't they as uptight as me and how could I become similar to them? How do they work two full time jobs, standing up, when they are older, fatter and unhealthier than me?
Pet peeves
Waiting for the other show to drop
Not good at anything
Do not like anything or anyone, s**t
Decomposing
Decaying
41 nothing accomplished
Pity party
Having a hard time doing the slightest thing
Numerous idiots owe me an apology and they don't have to do that. Those ass holes have their own "rights"
No $, car, children, career, parents, "friends" or spouse
Dumpster fire "job"
Hate being autistic
Wish I was a skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical white man, s**t
Financially struggling constantly
Can't afford utilities, much less travelling
Nobody to talk to
My Old Man and Old Woman were a warehouse worker and schoolteacher. They didn't earn much cash either. How did they afford anything?
Trance
Unravel, undone
Subconscious
Relax
Sleep rest
Quit
Lot attendant Steve wasn't at work on Wed or last Wednesday. Wish that lazy boy got made redundant, but he's been working there seven years and he's having sex with the boss
Affinity bias
Subconscious biases
Cory