zeldapsychology wrote:
I've had chest pain for about 2hrs. off/on and I asked my mom if it was my lungs or heart she said heart. (It's slight shocks I get occassionally that pass but tonight they aren't passing.) I said hopefully it's not the heart since I could die of a heart attack and not wake up. She said don't say that and I was too young for that (I'm 23). So fellow Aspies and others are you blunt (I guess you could call it honesty but it's not neccasarily about being honest but more "telling it as you see it etc." Another experience was when my sister fell being paralyzed was the first thought that crossed mind
haha, a perfect example of what I was saying a while back when you were concerned about your sister's responses to things you said to try to make her feel better. I'm EXACTLY the same way and will often say things like that. I've noticed my mom and stepdad do as well. I know my mom has AS, and stepdad... well, we both look at him and raise our eyebrows at times when he does things and says them.
I find it interesting how I'm like that to other people, and almost get frustrated if someone says something like "don't say that", because it's just simply the truth... a possibility, things that really DO happen to people and all.
Yesterday, my boyfriend was worried about my tubal ligation and the anesthesia process. I tried to reassure him, and after a while of that not working, I blurted out, "the worst that can happen is they give me too much and I die, and at that point it wouldn't be painful or anything because I'd already be asleep." I think that made him worry even more, but I was actually getting quite irritated by his... need to share his concerns after a while. I mean, I had to get it done for health reasons, and whatever was gonna happen was going to regardless whether or not we worried about it a ton ahead of time or not. He was really getting on my nerves.
Yet, he has a tendency to be very negative. For instance, he'll take a test in class (something he worries about VERY much beforehand and always calls about) and talk about how well he thought he did. Usually he thinks he failed immediately-it's almost always the first thing he said. I always try to reassure him that he knows what he is doing and most likely did just fine, but it's never enough and he will just get excessive with it.
I actually recently told him how much that bothers me to hear that all of the time. I mean, if I make a decision, he always plays devil's advocate and lists all the reasons for why it could be bad or what could go wrong and all as soon as I tell him. It drives me absolutely insane and makes me feel lousy! Especially when it takes me ages to make a decision to start with, lol, and it really bugs me when he does it while I'm trying to cheer him up, because about the only time I go out of my way to attempt to do that is when he is calling me to begin with because he needs cheering up (he tells me so I know when I answer, lol).
He's getting better about it, thank God, but I've also been giving him a lot of... well, I've been teasing a lot about it to try to get him to see how irritating it is. Or I should say, I was for a while after first telling him (about a week ago) how much it bugs me. He would say something like, "We should go out to eat on Thursday as a family," and I would respond, "yeah, that would be nice and all, but it'll probably be storming and right as we get to the place we would get zapped by lightning or something horrible would happen. I don't think we should make plans like that and get all happy about them when so many bad things could happen." Though my responses were quite extreme in comparison to his, he got the message after a bit, lol.
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