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28 Nov 2010, 2:55 am

As I remarked on a thread earlier, I have a video imagination. That means that I can recreate entire made up scenes very, very vividly in my head almost at will. An interesting feature of this, to me, is a sudden urge to run/jump over something. This is especially strong if the scene in my head involves the hero or heroine fighting or running. I've actually crashed into stuff and have gotten injured kind of badly because I've accidentally gotten out of my chair and have run/jumped across a certain room in a sudden excitement fit.

This happens only every once and a while, and with very strong emotional scenes only. Most of the time, I just almost shut down stare at something in the background while the scene is playing out in front of my eyes for a period of a few seconds to a few minutes (I see the wall/scenery in front of me, but it doesn't really register in front of the scene playing in my head, if that makes any sense).

I'm the only person who I know who does this often, so does anyone else do this on this forum? Another question of mine is that is it kind of common among people with Aspergers who have a similar imagination to have sudden fits of excitement or shutdowns due to a certain scene playing around in their heads?

Sorry if this post is extremely long, I'm in a particularly confused state of mind tonight when it comes to expressing myself verbally.


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28 Nov 2010, 5:48 am

I can also create mental images and scenes. It sometimes has an exciting affect on me but I don't jump over things. But other times my brain won't work and the images are very vague and dreamlike.



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28 Nov 2010, 6:32 am

I don't know if I have quite the imagination as you have but I think I know what you're talking about. Whenever I get swept up in a thought I get this strong urge to move about and put a soundtrack on it. Movies, books, and homemade fantasy characters are usually the subject.

I felt I had to grab my headphones and do a brisk walk around the room to keep the thoughts and images going. At one point, these two activities were so Pavlovian in their relation to each other that I was treadmilling while listening to my iPod three hours/12 miles a day just so I could extinguish (or trigger?) those increasingly distracting daydreams. It wasn't just body movement that did it; it was movement in general. The headphones/daydream combo worked just as well on a moving bus.

My baseless theory: I realized that maybe all that running around could be my body's roundabout way of giving my restless mind what it craved. My mind wanted a picture show 24/7 and my body ensured this by increasing the amount of oxygen going to my brain via elevated heart rate.

Isn't this an example of what people in this community call "stimming?"



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28 Nov 2010, 6:38 am

What you describe seems similar to sleepwalking, your imagination being so vivid that it puts you in dream-like state.


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28 Nov 2010, 10:13 am

I usually have the urge to walk, jump, loudly whistle, run, etc. to get the overexcitement out when I get triggered by something that gets my blood running (cool actions, adventure, etc.) - Happens to me while reading books, watching a movie, listening to music, sometimes even art.

I also have a vivid imagination, nice way to spend time when you have nothing around you :)
Daydreaming is a nice escape hatch to Relaxation Land :D

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28 Nov 2010, 1:06 pm

Llixgrjb wrote:
I don't know if I have quite the imagination as you have but I think I know what you're talking about. Whenever I get swept up in a thought I get this strong urge to move about and put a soundtrack on it. Movies, books, and homemade fantasy characters are usually the subject.

I felt I had to grab my headphones and do a brisk walk around the room to keep the thoughts and images going. At one point, these two activities were so Pavlovian in their relation to each other that I was treadmilling while listening to my iPod three hours/12 miles a day just so I could extinguish (or trigger?) those increasingly distracting daydreams. It wasn't just body movement that did it; it was movement in general. The headphones/daydream combo worked just as well on a moving bus.

My baseless theory: I realized that maybe all that running around could be my body's roundabout way of giving my restless mind what it craved. My mind wanted a picture show 24/7 and my body ensured this by increasing the amount of oxygen going to my brain via elevated heart rate.

Isn't this an example of what people in this community call "stimming?"


Yes, I put music to my daydreams sometimes. My strongest ones are like music videos with my music player providing the music, to be honest. Mine also seem to happen more when I'm in a car or on a bus, as well.

I was also wondering if it was a kind of stimming similar to my hand flapping and finger tapping. I think it's probably a mixture of mental and physical stimming (at least for me).

To Robdemanc: Yea, I have those moments too. I kind of playfully call them a misfire, in my case.

To Shadi: It is, in a way. I'm a sleepwalker myself, so that is a likely explanation for my very staring-at-a-wall moments. Thank you!

To Wallourdes: Imagination certainly helps when there is nothing around to entertain you, especially so before things like iPods and E-readers were invented. I agree that it is very relaxing (when my face is not hitting my bedpost or I'm slipping on comic book plastic covers :oops: )


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28 Nov 2010, 4:17 pm

Llixgrjb wrote:
Whenever I get swept up in a thought I get this strong urge to move about and put a soundtrack on it. Movies, books, and homemade fantasy characters are usually the subject.

I felt I had to grab my headphones and do a brisk walk around the room to keep the thoughts and images going. At one point, these two activities were so Pavlovian in their relation to each other that I was treadmilling while listening to my iPod three hours/12 miles a day just so I could extinguish (or trigger?) those increasingly distracting daydreams. It wasn't just body movement that did it; it was movement in general. The headphones/daydream combo worked just as well on a moving bus.

This describes me perfectly. I prefer to go outside to the park behind my house and run, but when the weather is unfavorable (such as it is now), I have to resort to pacing around my room. I find that swimming also helps (even though I can't wear my headphones while I swim).

The subjects of my imagination are my favorite fictional characters, usually from movies. I like coming up with new lives and stories for them, which usually involves imagining what it would be like if they hooked up with other characters and had kids with them. I also make up video games centered around them, usually something along the lines of Super Smash Bros. or an RPG.



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28 Nov 2010, 5:21 pm

I also have a very vivid imagination, and when that imagination is having an exciting time, I do tend to have adrenalin start flowing. I'lll start to twitch and flinch, as if I am watching an exciting movie or something.



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28 Nov 2010, 8:06 pm

IdahoRose wrote:
I find that swimming also helps (even though I can't wear my headphones while I swim).


Now you can!

http://www.waterproofmusic.com



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28 Nov 2010, 8:17 pm

As a kid I used to act out my imagination. I recall an embarrassing episode of me acting out a scene in the rain and the neighbour watching me.
Now I do get so caught up in it that I have strong emotions and sometimes, I speak my thoughts out loud. :oops:


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28 Nov 2010, 9:12 pm

I do things like that. My imagination is very vivid, like watching movie. Sometimes I get really into whatever I'm imagining, and I just zone out and stare at the wall. I don't really feel compelled to act out things that happen, but sometimes my facial expression will change. Like if I'm imagining a confrontation, I'll unconsciously clench my jaw and furrow my eyebrows. And sometimes I have to get up and walk around because I just can't sit still.



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28 Nov 2010, 10:14 pm

I get it very often for many of the reasons given above. It feels like I'm on a major high. I got somewhat similar response occassionally with narcotics. I think that's why they're so addictive. And why my special interests are so addictive. I sometimes feel like I discovered the secrets of the universe, even though after the fact, it seems like such a trivial thing.



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29 Nov 2010, 12:39 am

pensieve wrote:
As a kid I used to act out my imagination. I recall an embarrassing episode of me acting out a scene in the rain and the neighbour watching me.
Now I do get so caught up in it that I have strong emotions and sometimes, I speak my thoughts out loud. :oops:

I do this too. If a character makes a hand gesture in my mind, I find myself acting it out. Thankfully my imaginary friends rarely use their middle fingers! :lol:

As a child I used to repeat their words out loud and even try to mimic their voices. I used to do it all the time, even while out in public. Then I outgrew it. Now I've started doing it again, but only when I'm completely certain that I'm alone.



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29 Nov 2010, 1:16 am

Hee Hee Hee! I do stuff like this all the time! It drove my Mom nuts. I run/skip/pace more than act out the sceens, but I have started doing that more as I have become more aware of the importance of people's gesture's and facial expresions in conversations. I wish I could keep still while letting my imagination go, but it's almost impossible, the urge to move is too strong. Sometimes I am not really aware of the decision to start running and only notice that I am doing so after I have begun. I also sometimes feel strong urges to run/jump spontaneously without any imaginary sceens if I'm stressed. Regular exercise seems to help manage this and I'm working on going on 'planned' runs in a nearby park in an attempt to spare the poor people in the appartment below me from thumping serenads. Alas, it's just not the same. :?



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29 Nov 2010, 6:08 am

gen-ph wrote:
As I remarked on a thread earlier, I have a video imagination. That means that I can recreate entire made up scenes very, very vividly in my head almost at will. An interesting feature of this, to me, is a sudden urge to run/jump over something. This is especially strong if the scene in my head involves the hero or heroine fighting or running. I've actually crashed into stuff and have gotten injured kind of badly because I've accidentally gotten out of my chair and have run/jumped across a certain room in a sudden excitement fit.

This happens only every once and a while, and with very strong emotional scenes only. Most of the time, I just almost shut down stare at something in the background while the scene is playing out in front of my eyes for a period of a few seconds to a few minutes (I see the wall/scenery in front of me, but it doesn't really register in front of the scene playing in my head, if that makes any sense).

I'm the only person who I know who does this often, so does anyone else do this on this forum? Another question of mine is that is it kind of common among people with Aspergers who have a similar imagination to have sudden fits of excitement or shutdowns due to a certain scene playing around in their heads?

Sorry if this post is extremely long, I'm in a particularly confused state of mind tonight when it comes to expressing myself verbally.


I have exactly the same thing as this. I have ultra-vivid daydreams on a very regular, almost constant basis (I call them the 'movies in my head') which almost completely block out what's occuring around me and bring on extreme bursts of adrenaline. I rarely display any outward signs of it though if I'm in company as I've learnt to control it very well but if I'm alone, I go for a good walk around the room/run up and down the stairs to get the energy out of my system.

I absolutely love it and wouldn't change it for the world :D I find that some scenes I can replay a few times and expand on, and like a video library I can store them away and go back to them at a later date (but only for about a month or two before some new comes along to take it's place).



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29 Nov 2010, 6:33 am

I can totally relate to the vivid daydreams, speaking out loud, acting it out, moving the way they do.... Whenever i have my mind to my own the daydreams start and i really hope that when i sit on the bus or tram nobody notices my wild innerworld .... I'm not sure though.

But at home, when i have my mind and the house to my own, i often blind the windows and dive deep into the daydreams. It always involves my own fantasycharacters and storyline. I act out and design every detail of a certain situation for weeks on end. But when someone is around i rarely ever do that because they dont need to know or dont need to see. The fantasies are private. Sometimes i go upstairs and play things out quietly.

My bf knows i have this world but i don't show it to him. He knows though that i need this privatetime and he's ok with it.

One thing that scares me though is that i speak in my sleep. I'm afraid i speak in my daydreams aswell. Sometimes when i get back to earth i get terrified because i'm scared i started talking out loud!

Well, im not sure yet...