My dad said I should make some friends locally. My AS friend said I should make friends locally.
I don't really want to socialise, but I worry that not having anyone bar my mum (who is problematic) within 50 miles, would mean that in an emergency out of hours (i.e. weekend and night), I would be on my own to deal with it. For example, I'm petrified of the dark due to night blindness and mild ataxia, so if the were to be a power outage at, say, 19:00 on a Saturday, I'd be ****ed.
I could try a walking group, as that is exercise and exercise is good. Only problem is, what if somoene were to try to talk to me.
I love being on my own, but at the same time I need support and assistance outside office hours as well as during them. During office hours I have support workers and my mental health team.
There has got to be another solution that doesn't involve new friends.
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.