misslottie wrote:
does anyone else have really childish temper tentrums? i know meltdowns, or a total repression of feelings are common, and i do both, but im also having a lot of really immature reactions at the moment..
i have been told off for saying 'i hope he dies' and similar 'unnaceptable, childish comments' but i really do mean it, though i might say it with a slight evil smile...
its more like half way to a meltdown; i want to scream and throw things about and stick my fingers in my ears and say 'la la la im not listening'. so childish! but i do mean it too... its a really 5 year old, petulant anger.
is this just me?
im closing in on 30, and ive said way more childish stuff than "i hope he dies", i get specific, on how and when and stuff
you shoulda seen me, when my neighbours decided to cut the power, 3 times in a row, experimenting for godknowswhatreason, oh my god omg omg, i tolerated one blackout, two blackouts, on the third, i yelled SO bad, i am amazed one of them actually came down to apoligize
i was shaking in the door, still raging w fury, but also slightly embarassed