I have been married 38 years. That seems like a long time. It seems, looking back, it has been the hardest thing I have done in my life. I cried a lot. If I had not gone on anti-depressants and If he had not stopped drinking 22 years ago then we would have divorced.
It is not the grand, soulmate, lovey relationship. I think we are more just comfortable and trusting of one another. Like he does not demand I slow down and I do not demand he speeds up.
Maybe I settled for someone who was not my greatest love or had potential to 'be' someone and a greatprovider. Then again maybe I just chose someone I knew accepted my odd speech, odd ideas, my depressions, and my ever famous screwing up all the time. If I married the man society would tell me to marry, then we probably would end up hating each other. (of course the fantasy is still, I could have married someone more sucessful. - a girls gotta dream)
As an aspie I guess I just wanted to say it is possible to have long lasting relationships. - and maybe they won't be the 'normal' or imagined relationship -- they can be different or odd and still work on some level. I know in 15 years he will still be there to hold my hand when we walk.
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